johnraw did the beat from soundclick.com
Hip Hop Rap
From san jose cali in the bay area.Doing this rap thing as a little hobby on the side
Story behind the song
I wrote this song right after i broke up with my girl at the time. I just havent had the time to get it on audio till now.
Lyrics
I love you as an individual, feelings so unconditional
This relationship wasnt just traditional, something more then a kiss and hug
more like our life we celebrated with love
feelings so strong we had one soul, now your just walking away my heart you stole
that was so untouchable now feelings so cold
now how do i explain i'm feeling so empty
I'm walking alone with out you beside me
the laughter and the tears,to facing your fears
All in my mind i cant think clear
Looking through my rear view but uphead i cant steer
my life with out you my future i fear
Cuz i cant see myself looking through another set of eyes
Cant see myself holding another girl while she cries
My heart is just yearning for yours,
I dont want this closed i want open doors
I know my fault through my insecurities But i just wanna move it on to you and me
what makes you happy, if its with out me?
I'm ready to let it go but my love still show
Chorus:
I just wanna wake up to your voice again
I just wanna hear you and i all over again
I guess theres no future and heres the reality
now i'm just walking all alone with out you beside me
x2
Now months has passed, now looking at it like a lil kid in class
No weeping eventhough its the same feeling
A lil hurt, Cant picture another man kissing you while his graspin on to ur shirt
Now its hard to turn the other direction, relieve from stress release all the tension
but at times i cant help it, lookin at the pictures and all your letters
with you and your daughter this doesnt make it any better
remember the time u called me while you was shedding tears
remember six flags on the coaster when you showed me your fears
a time to remember when you and i was tender, but now our love jus went through a shredder
just bits and pieces, misses, dont you remeber our first kisses
6 months of talking lead us to u holding my hands and you showed me your lips
cant write a better love script
with out the fairy tale closure but with this break up song i'm sending
a message eventhough things are ending I love you eventhough its not blending
