MADE ON FEBRUARY 10, 2005
Lyrics
behind every smile stories could be told
theres a certain side of me taht no1 seems to kno
as a young kid i only lived in the projects
and a micro toy was closest to a car ill get
mosm struggled to jsut put shoes on my feet
till thsi day she still waits for me to go to sleep
i was spoiled father , never seem to love me
and when times got rough my mom was always there to hug me
as i grown up weight had seemed to haunt me
it got so bad that my family even started to taunt me
i was the quiet guy taht no1 ever heard of
and at a young age i'd always dream't abt being in love
as i grown up i made a name for who i am
i was a young cat tryin hard to turn into a man
i was the funny guy that was never taken serious
and i started to do things that got me ccurious
i started smoking just to keep a smile on my face
drank up even tho i neveer even liked the taste
i promised myself to never change for any1
and thats when i started to do gay things or fun
i didnt care bout what other ppl had to say
as long i was doin things my own way
i never tried to show my weaknesses i wanted to be strong
so everytime some1 bugged me i just played along
i never took anything really likely
and i didnt realy care who the fuck really liked me
the gb's were the closest to me as brothers
so i started to give up on all the others
i started to slowly drift away from some of my friends
so i promised to try to keep as much friends as i can
and like any other person im just trying to get by
and live my life to the fullest until the day i die
