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Just me.
im 21
tryin to get my name out
This is Nick... I rap with my man Russell / Perfekshunist
I try to spit some realness and then just some fun shit to rap ...
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #5,092
Peak in subgenre #2,762
Author
Nick
Rights
@2005
Uploaded
January 25, 2005
Track Files
MP3
MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
verse 1
yo i've gone through shit in my life before//
like losing my gram, but not like this//
i would have never expected, i would be neglected//
i already read it... it's too late you said it//
if you dont love me now then you never loved me//
and if that's the case...did you really fuck me?//
im not talking about mentally//
because im sure you did that...but seriously//
i should have known this happened....after you werent tight...//
"c'mon baby can i take you home tonight?//
if you dont come back im alone tonight"//
if you love my tracks...then here...fuck the mic//
because you just a slut in the case of a girl//
i know what you want and it's not the world//
and it aint me either so fuck this shit//
our relation is over, i gotta clean my dick...//
cuz.... i dont want the the shit you give//
i dont want the pain you bring..//
i dont want a word with you ever again...//
hook
how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me????
how could you do this to me?!?!?!!?
you caused the pain inside...to amplify
and destroy my life, you were my wife or soon to be
and that's the thing, maybe a diamond ring
might have kept you around for a couple more months
and my heart would grow and you'd feel loved
and shit would be right just for once
and that's another thing...i even knew your cousin
i even got along with all your friends too
what hurts the most is my family loved you
and now they gonna miss you and you gonna miss them
and it's not the same if we're just friends
cuz we wont talk, and we wont see...
and we cant cuddle cuz then i'll wanna be
and i dont want that, i want you
but if you dont want me...fuck you too!!
verse 2
why you ask me that? i aint god...//
im just a man trying to break the odds..//
but it's too stacked up, and i got no luck//
except that time we made love in my truck//
and down by the river, and in your bed//
and im starting to shiver cuz it's all in my head//
and it wont escape...like you like to do..//
run away from me and see where you get to//
nowhere, that's the facts...you gotta face the facts//
cuz i aint rap just to help you jack//
i rap, to keep my mind straight in this fucked up world//
and i aint never gonna leave you girl//
you were my idol, my inspiration, my reason to live//
and there's only so much that i can give//
before you come back, with a verbal attack//
and i get mad, and scream back which makes you glad//
cuz now you're justified for leaving my ass..//
Shanna bear, that's some conniving shit//
whatever happened to "forever Nick"//
what about Reese, you were to have my kid...//
chorus...
verse 3
man fuck all the dirty shit i ever said about you//
you were only good to me there's no way i could doubt you//
and i'll do anything just to keep you around my waist...//
im about to just leave this place//
and that's not a suicide threat, you know what that's all about//
i wish i could drive up to you and cry it all out//
and i wish that i could find your love for me and pry it out//
if you're ever in a corner, shanna, let it out//
im your shoulder, to cry on, always been//
and you're my shoulder to cry on always been//
and im your love and always will be//
and you're my love and always will be//
and there's a few things that i dont understand//
after almost 3 years you leave behind all our plans//
and you say you're gonna cry when you leave your friends//
but you just yell when you leave your man...//
i dont get it...i've done everything i ever could//
and when we talk you say "go away understood?"//
yea i understand girl, things have changed...//
or is it just you... now i understand...//
