A release of my frustrations...
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Story behind the song
I was goin through some shit... then I wrote the song...
Lyrics
How many times
Do I have to look past all of hardships regardless of the situation at hand
How many times
Will I be in a lose-lose predicament, I’m sick of it, I need the help of my fam
We’re all bound to struggle through tough times
But it seems my downward slope is on a steady decline
When it seems things will be fine I’m always hit from the blindside
And into oblivion the fruitful days hide…
How can you even survive with such a dim outlook on the future
Hopin that if you get robbed, the perp’ll just shoot ya
Puttin you out of tha misery that’s plain to see amongst those with ill will
Toward your circumstances, those who never get their fill
Of your daily grind hopin that one day you’ll unwind
Only to find that close to you enemies lie by design…
How many times
Do I have to look past all of hardships regardless of the situation at hand
How many times
Will I be in a lose-lose predicament, I’m sick of it, I need the help of my fam
I love my family but it seems to me that they’re distant
And when they send me love, I always miss it
Or I just dismiss it as a feeble attempt to open me up
Leavin me to feel again, wit my emotions hungout to dry, stuck
Fucked up in tha game of life livin trife every day and night
And it’s not an oversight that I’m here dealin wit others plight
I’ve only prayed to tha Lord twice, lets see if tha 3rd time is sublime
Have to find a way to leave this life behind…
*I just CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE... I DON'T KNOW WHERE ELSE TO GO!
I need your help Lord, please...*
How many times
Do I have to look past all of hardships regardless of the situation at hand
How many times
Will I be in a lose-lose predicament, I’m sick of it, I need the help of my fam
How many times
Do I have to look past all of hardships regardless of the situation at hand
How many times
Will I be in a lose-lose predicament, I’m sick of it, I need the help of my fam