ChinkyPinoy - Everyday Story of an Ex
2004 MidSummer: Track I wrote a few years back but decided to record in 2004 just cuz .. for fun I guess.
Hip Hop, Bay, Yay, rap
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Story behind the song
Wrote this a couple years back, actually one of my first song lyrics that I wrote, obviously about one of my ex girlfriends. Matter of fact tho, I'm coo wit her now lol. But, I didn't want the lyrics to go to waste, so I went ahead and finished writing a full track and recorded it. I hope she don't get mad at me tho hahah lol. Just remember I wrote this like .. right when we broke up (more than a year ago). And also keep in mind, most of the lyrics are "general ex" lyrics. There are only only a couple lines that directly shout her out/certain events.
Lyrics
[[verse 1]]
now once upon a time when i was young and dumb/
i met this chinese chick who made my heart numb//
She was the, love of my life/
or so i thought, right//
she was the star during the darkest nights/
that made everything a little bright//
man i thought we was coo/
we was the perfect two//
she was my baby boo/
but i had to play to foo//
too blind by fucking love/
i never fucking knew//
what she could fuckin do/
boy, was my heart screwed//
bitch ripped my heart apart/
bitch left me in the dark//
emotions toyed and pushed around like a mother fuckin shoppin cart//
bitch, it was the hardest part/
just to be apart//
from the bitch who i loved so damn much with every part of my fuckin heart//
i never sank so low/
i had to let her go//
i'll forgive her though/
that shit was hella days ago//
now ill just, put her on blast with every word of my hot ass flow//
but i really can't say shit cuz ill admit this i still love this hoe//
[[Chorus]] x2
I love you, fuck you/
but what about us two?/
Ummm .. you left, don't you remember boo?//
But I mean it, Oh really?/
listen so you'll feel me/
If you really love me, then why'd ya hafta leave me?//
[[ verse 2 ]]
Love is a +rose+, beauty with a catch/
If you hold too hard, shit'll +sting+ your stupid ass/
All the hurt and the pain seems forever it'll last/
this +breeze+ left you +cold+, lack of love, you collasped//
Like a +fat joint+, she got you fuckin +zonin+/
now your alone n`, no love but your own n`//
wanna talk but keep hangin up the phone `n/
Hate the endless nights, but dread the lonely mornin//
your mind can't take it/
too sad to fuckin fake it/
this bitch got a hold, can't break it/
just hold on dawg, you'll make it/
look man, don't even try ta bum/
youll die emotionally before this song is even done//
she was jus a girl, of many to come/
yea, i said it, theres more that'll cum// ( wink wink )
so getchur ass up, you don't need nobodies help/
jus ferget this china +doll+ for now put her bitch ass bak up on the +self+/
[[chorus x2]]
[[ verse 3 ]]
so now months past and you no longa trippin/
love from your x, you no longer missin//
now when you reminisce you aint sad or pissed and/
you sit back relax, thinkin this it then//
but here she comes with her "i miss you"'s/
her "i love you"'s//
and "i wanna sees you"'s/
so you go and chill, whoooo you can't deny it/
god her mother fuckin legs could start fuckin riot//
hoo shit, you know she lookin hot/
jus wanna touch ... fuck better not//
but then agin she prolli think similar bout chu/
she dressin like a hoochi to make ya think of her too//
so you reach out ta her, but then ya stop yourself/
thinkin bak to when she dumped you and exactly how you felt//
so instead of touchin her, you grab onto your belt/
you get up and leave, now she knows how you felt//
[[chorus x2]]
[[ other .. thingy ]]
voice 1: She left me, so empty ( repeat )
voice 2: I got nothin ta lose/
all i got left is memories of you/
so go find suttin to do/
cuz they aint no way im comin bak to you/
now i dont give a fuck/
bitch i forgot you, keepin my head up/
so now im singing this song/
bitch get over it you knwo im movin on//
