I rest my back against the side of the bathtub contemplating a new way I can kill you fucking bitch you think you’re so clever unlock the door close my eyes clench my fist grab the knife just keep hiding behind that mask pathetic I’ve regretted almost every word I ever spoke to you how I love you how I miss you how ill always be with you someone please break my wings and rip me from this earth unlock the door close my eyes clench my fist grab the knife don’t look at me with your plastic cum stained smile