Lyrics
OUR LOVE
It’s a trip what could happen in the matter of a year
I never whould have imagined what would happen with my fears
They all came true, as I start to break down
all the thoughts in my brain are hate now
As I start to man up, believe me because I’ve changed
If you saw me today you wouldn’t think I looked the same
But who’s to blame, who reminisces in my brain
As I think about it I don’t even wanna say her name
I’m thinkin’ love is just a game, but I lost the instructions
And without my baby crazy lady I can’t even function
My heart doesn’t even beat the way it did before
I’m losin’ tail and feelin’ depression like Eeyore
But when you say you love him, but that you love me more
It makes my mind trip when you won’t leave your
New boyfriend, because you don’t wanna leave him hurt
But when it comes to me, my heart is kicked to the curb
You say he doesn’t deserve all this pain
But when you see me I can barely maintain
The thoughts in my brain make me look insane
You get my hopes up all the time, is this a game
You’re just playing with my mind baby gurl all the time
When I say my heart is yours, you say ray has mine
Well fuck me, I might as well just leave
Go enlist and shit, cuz at home I can’t even breathe
I can’t stand the way you make me feel everyday
Its like all you seem to do is introduce me to pain
Put me down, pick me up, I swear you shook me up
I’m getting angry at GOD, I curse and scream while looking up
Some people don’t believe the pain that I’ve gone threw
Even when I talk to you, you think you’re wrong too
Everything that you’ve done, and everything that you said
Makes me hope a motherfucker puts a bullet in my head
You got me loading a gun, putting the barrel to my tongue
Hoping to squeeze off a thousand rounds, but only getting one
But I’m done, so I run, man I ain’t having fun
If this was a fucking contest, fuck this you won
But I miss you more as time passes me by
I’m having mixed emotions, I’ll laugh, but then I’ll cry
And ask why oh why, but I’ve got nothing to do
You keep putting me through pain, but I’m still coming to you
I wanna be with you, wait, but on the other hand
I can see that you’re happy with your other man
But go ahead baby, do what you wanna do
But before you leave me, heres what you oughta do
Listen to me and hear what I gotta say
Its not everyone that chooses to go through this pain
When you left I was fine, I could still be strong
You said to give you a month, and I did, but time passed on
Gone was your status, strait M.I.A.
Then you found a little pistol, blew my heart away
I said stop playing games, you said you weren’t playing
Then you’d call to fuck me, every other day
Then I fuck a bitch, and so do you
You had the nerve to say he got you pregnant too
Even though I knew it was mine, cuz it was
He held your hand at the doctors, and forked up the bucks
I see babies when I sleep, and he killed my dreams
I could get pissed off, and say some mean things
But I won’t do that, I hold in them angry screams
Cuz my dreams picture scenes of my baby when she sings
You’re my baby, my baby, the one I adore
When I come home from work, the one who’s at the door
Mess around, act like a kid, what a dork
Between me and him, you know I love you more…
