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Why does it have to be,
so unattrative to be happy
A man sits in a corner, all loner like,
dreaming of a life, with 3 kids and a wife,
he sips his JD and mumbles to the night,
whispering all the goals he left behind,
Well he was good kid pretty smart too,
love to be free so could dreamed what he could do,
all he wanted was his own road to travel,
to feel feet to gravel, some how he couldnt handle it,
once he got enough, pick up his stuff and left,
a young man in this tough land learned to regret,
saw it was him for himself, noone would give him help,
but give him hell is how this kid felt,
began to look at the world from the outside in,
acting american whenever hed feared he never been,
it was a matter time before he triped and fell,
he hit hell so his angel pissed on his health, so he said...
There are no second chances, nothing is handed
to this non handsome man, damn hes cant stand this,
there was no escape his life is non candid,
Doors slamming, poor, famined, he doesnt understand it,
how did he become so f*** ed up, corrupted,
from a kid who knew wat he wanted to being a nothing,
no one loved him so he stuck to being cuffed and
shoved in dumps, he shuck it off and toughed it up,
but pain can only bruise so much,
it started eating at him until he threw up his lunch,
looked above and something opened up,
his throat let go and un choked with just one touch,
he finally knew wat it took, but it took him first,
for the second time in his life, he felt the thurts,
he was no longer nervous, he knew he had the nerves,
the urge, to be his version of a perfect person, but he still says
the funeral was short, but watched over,
but nones were caught sober, no shame on their shoulders,
the death of this lonely broken man ignored,
tears crashed to the ground, from sky to floor,
some cried and some tried to get themselves outside,
but each one of these ppl were leaking a lie,
they dont understand, how this good man was killed,
They all stood, standed, dammit they all were thrilled,
one more person less on their christmas list,
one person less to slit his wrist,
so many more to add to schindler's list,
they all condemed, the f*** ing sh** to deal with,
i cant deal with it no more,
happiness is rich,so im still poor,
im rapping my gift, im last on the billboards,
nothing going good, but i take wat im good for,
