Easily one of my best. Just peep.. all real and deeper than what it is
An Underground Hip Hop Artist.
Lyrics
Hook:
Mommy, mommy, mommy you will see
I'm gona grow up, i'm gona be
An Astronaut, at last smoke grass alot
Believe me I hear this more often than not
All my f'n life I would never fight back
I bit my tongue run scared that I might snap
All my f'n life I would never fight back
Well now I am I just hope you f'n like that
[scratching]
Verse:
I felt closer to friends then I did to my fam
and it took 17 years to for me to grasp who i am
I appreciate the crutches but I'm learnin to walk
In different stages the stage has me learning alot
I acknowledge the props, but you havent spoke to me
When I really represent myself than you'll know its me
I met with an angel on the day of a death
I was bitter with joy in the way that I wept
an I'd say that I slept on a pillow of the past
and woke up with my head detatched from my ass
The truth comes out through the curves in a glass
So I sobbed for my freedom, my liberation at last
I'm lettin my fam know, ya'll gota let me go
I do do weed, I do drink alot, but so
I thought you would judge me n pick me apart
Even so its worth the weight being lifted from my heart
You opened your arms, and accepted my part
and supported my capabilites and love for the art
But I feel I've been unconscious to my surroundings
and It's just now that my feets catchin its grounding
Feelin's take the backseat to embarassment and guilt
Like I'ma be 40 and feel embarassed for it still
Forget that, I feel more like me than ever before
and developed a new personality to explore
see never before have I seen a father figure cry
when it all really it took was someone really old to die
You're born, growup, have a family of your own
Die and be forgotten, history leaves on your own.. that sad
