It's about revenge and destroying the problem. It's just unfortunate when the problem is you.
Story behind the song
This one is about a night when I went for a walk hoping that someone would kill me... I was afraid that I had lost someone I loved, and it was me that was the cause.
It's just that to consider losing the only friend you have, and that this is just how it is.. I saw no good reason to live. It's as if I am like radiation that slowly destroys things around it.
Lyrics
Its a dark cold night
walking the streets
alone we fight
waiting for the screams
isn't anyone listening
can anyone hear
today I just lost the best thing
the only thing I fear
am I the victim
with vengeance asking why
or am I the villain
that can let you die
now I'm waiting for someone to take me
god save me from myself
I couldn't save my only friend
I couldn't save her from myself
this will never happen again
this stops here
I got this gun, this is the end
Don't shed a tear for the
ANTI HERO
the anti hero.
