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Genre
Charts
Peak #12,715
Peak in subgenre #8,067
Author
Contendaz and Anthrax
Rights
@2002
Uploaded
December 05, 2002
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MP3 5.3 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
Contendaz: I can’t hold it back no more, when I ponder back and forth/
I gotta lay it out on the floor//
It gets stored, to the back of my mind and loosed/
Until a rainy day lets it out, it attacks my force//
Mentally draining, plaguing my mind, insaning my time/
So I’ma try and relive myself by reciting this rhyme//
Enticing my mind, feelings of unexciting sublime/
A bottle of aged problems is plaguing my mind//
Now a days, I can’t really seem to think clearly/
I should’ve said something to reveal my feelings//
Or keep it inside on the shelf of hopeless thought/
My environment seems like a constant taunt//
A pacifists front with antagonistic thoughts/
I gotta let out and put it out on the front//
When home alone, I scream at the loudest of tones/
Then make my voice quiet when I pick up the phone//
My outer shell shows confidence, but that’s preposterous/
I want you to believe the most obvious//
Inside me I know it’s time to let it out/
But I put it off for 5, and leave it in doubt//
Then I pull myself together and try to confess/
But I swallow my tongue to the back of my neck//
I gotta say something, it continues eating my heart/
It’s not really my choice that I leave you out in the dark//
I let every right moment slip right by me/
A lack of courage, builds up my anxiety//
I gotta let it known, before you slip away/
But I’ll tell you tomorrow, today’s not the day//
Maybe it’s just that there’s too much fear in me/
Or maybe it’s all of my inherited insecurities//
All I wanted to say, fell right through/
Please listen to me now, there’s something I gotta tell you//
I wanna confess, I wanna let it off my chest/
I wanna go to bat, but I stay on deck//
This problem forever makes my heart swell/
I have to get it off my chest like a thousand pound barbell//
Anthrax: It’s part-hell//
The way I’m livin, and sinning-in-mind, I’m spittin-in-rhymes, everythin I’m tired of grippin-inside my heart’s-shell//
If cards-tell//
My future then everythin I’m used-to’s gon’ remain true-for as long as I’m sutured in this dark-cell//
I spark-yells wit my emotions, but keep em trapped-in-close//
I rap-wit-hope…that the shit I spit will keep my hands from wrapping-throats//
My pencil’s stratchin-notes, like chain-smoking-singers//
I go to open my mouth, but get the wrong feelin, like lame,-broken-fingers//
I aim-choke-and-linger, whenever I go to say-somethin//
I say-nothin, like my tongue’s a victim to my consciousness’s dictum, my heart’s part of my minds prey,-huntin//
Everythin I wanna say-inside, but then to my dismay-decide//
To delay-and-hide, behind my smiles while my thoughts rape-my-mind//
I hate-my-eyes, and the vision I see wit-em in the mirror//
Most of the time, I won’t even go near-em//
Cause I’m pacifist bastid-wit battered-wits//
Maskin-shit, I laugh-and-sit, on my last-of-wits, when I really just wanna smack-this-bitch//
My mind’s racin fast,-slow…-shit, it’s hazardous//
You can feel the passion that I’m rappin-wit//
You laugh-and-shit, but you don’t know the half-of-it//
The way declinin to speak my mind, brings joy to my pain like masochists, at the same time make me feel like trash-bins-it’s//
Cause my mind’s fast-wit-fists, but my mouth’s-too-slow, I’m bout-to-blow//
My exteriors-calm, while my interior’s-bomb just wanna…shout-explode//
Foul mouth-this-hoe…but I, swallow-my-tongue, fast-to-sit-back//
My feelins ring hollow-like-lungs, dead from asthma-attacks//
Cause these emotions flow like water-in-song//
But all wrong, face to face it’s like I’m cornered-by-dogs//
Scared, I hate this place, like court I’m ordered-by-law//
To hate debate, berate but when I go to say-it, my tongue’s slaughtered-by-saws//
So instead you’ll be receiving-the-rhyme, I’m leavin-behind//
Say what you’ll say, but I’m finally just speakin-my-mind//
