Beat: Extrordinary Phlows
Lyrics
(verse 1)
It’s the story of a girl, her hearts always closed to me
we don’t hold hands, cuz u don’t wanna be close to me
got involved, oh man! Take my own lone stand
drawing pictures of our love with these stone cold crayons
neither one will budge, I was first I would nudge
but we couldn’t take the comfort so then push came to shove
so whats love? We touch but do we really touch?
Its like us, I hug but, you would only shrug
Now I’m here, writing crazy, feelings grow, I like you daily
In the shadows, gotta play me, backseat drive me crazy
I gotta get away, we just argue everyday
There was at one time when I threw everything away
you came back and haunted me, everything I say
Just gets twisted, u would linger sick of never being a day
I can make you smile, God will never let me win
I been waiting for a while, but you never let me in
(verse 2)
I wanna pull the trigger cuz your pictures always linger
Wanna shatter my dreams, but I don’t wanna lay a finger on you
Figure we’re through, but these feelings growing bigger
your tears were never for me, and that shit just makes me sicker
I know it sounds bad, but I wanna see you cry
Just to see the truth, I’ll know how you really feel inside
But its probably never gonna happen I don’t even ask
And even if it did happen, happy we’d be passed
Now this will set the stage in this game that we play
Everyday is the same we just anxious to gain
A little something to have that we can hold against each other
If it wasn’t for that, you’d be bored of seeing each other
I know its with this song that we’ll be ending it for good
Cuz I finally gave in, so you can end it all for good
You have finally won the battle, you’ll be leaving en route
We all know how shit’ll go when all the secrets are out
It was a mismatch, its over? I’ll always miss reading you
This mistrust, shit I think I’ve always been misreading you
Its ok, I was raised to make it through the pain
And when I say that I don’t care, that’s just to keep me sane