This is a song about admiring someone that doesn't appreciate you. It's also about how it's 'delusion'-al to look to others for justification. As a Christian, it's important to look up to God for your support rather than around you.
Lyrics
Every night I try to push the thoughts of you out of my mind
I think instead of all those words you said and how you were unkind
Every night I try to fight the sleep that brings my dreams of you
But then I fall and lose it all to gentle images in blue
And here in my delusion, I come to my conclusion
A bitter-sweet illusion, Maybe you were meant for me...
Just when I thought I had be taught my lesson and I'd learned it well
You show up and with one touch I am put back under your spell
Just when I thought it would be safe for me to be myself again
I find my old disguise and mask my eyes, and then I play pretend
And here in my delusion, I come to my conclusion
A bitter-sweet illusion, Maybe you were meant for me
I've tried and tried to fight it, Refused it and denied it
But I could never hide it, Maybe you were meant for me...
