Arsenal Ft. Ishmael - Broken Home
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Lyrics
[Hook]
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
[Ishmael - Verse 1]
What’s a happy home look like?
The thought alone ain’t look right
Cause things that should’ve happened
Never did
So I took flight
To my room by my lone
Stereo loud
As I zone
Into the tunes
That influenced how I croon
Over beats
I was so complete
Writing out my dreams
But
In the background
Heard things
That shouldn’t be
Regular
These demons creeped in
Couldn’t breathe
Now the tension up
Worst part is
Had to crack a fake smile
So they won’t start shit
Uncle and my cousins spun out
So I had to cut them off
Now
I’m the bad guy
For wanting peace right?
Mad lies all around me
I ain’t gon’ be like
You or them
That’s embarrassing
You sounding funny
Like a theramin
Asking for a dollar
“I don’t got it
Now I’m broke
Now I’m useless
For not funding
Drug abuse shit
All you’ll get from me
is a deuce
Fed up with excuses
[Hook]
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
[Arsenal - Verse 2]
Welcome to a home where the paint is fading off/
bits of paint scattered out remembrance and all/
My photos used to be the timeline of my life/
Now they're only black and white like TV static aired at night/
Memories of retrospect the clarity revisit/
With the ambiance I miss with the innocence that lived/
Adopted in the system cause a coward is my mom/
My father is a bitch fuck them both the love is gone/
Not to many know about the heartache and the pain I hold/
Maybe in a different life my broken heart will stay whole/
Maybe one day I'll remember what I did to have my wrists tied/
As a little kid how is that considered real love in this life?/
The worst part my parents did it left me tied and gagged/
Even nowadays the thought alone will make me cry and mad/
What did I do wrong?/
You left me all alone in a dark and forgotten home/
[Hook]
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
We don't go back this time
For a place to call my own
For a place that I call home
[Echoes]
Why don't I deserve your love?/
Why don't I deserve your love?/
Why don't I deserve your love?/
