Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #7,091
Peak in subgenre #3,052
Author
The Individual
Rights
Wicked Records
Uploaded
August 10, 2004
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
Chorus-
Sometimes I feel like I wanna ball up and die
Crawl up to the corner and cry, fall from the sky
I just wanna get away from this place I call home
To a place unknown, a place were i can be alone
Verse-
God please see, that i wanna leave
As i cry to in the corner with my head between my knees
16 and it just seems to be getting worst
A behaved kid I am but Im about to burst
Must be a curse, Im goin thru insanity
The man in me just lost all sense of humanity
The vanity of life, I'm asking you to do it
To just understand my passion for music
Splish splash thru the storm, I keep getting bicthed at
I keep gettin kicked at, mom dont understand that I miss dad!
I wish that, my life wouldn't miss-match
Mom can predict that I contradict sad
Cuz my chick makes me glad, and that makes her sad
Cuz she misses that smile that her kid had
Everytime she'd kiss him and give him a kit-kat
Chorus-
Sometimes I feel like I wanna ball up and die
Crawl up to the corner and cry, fall from the sky
I just wanna get away from this place I call home
To a place unknown, a place were i can be alone
Verse-
Kickin stones but see now Im grown
I wanna make it on my own, just leave this home
Caught in a zone were everything just keeps getting blown
I shoulda known that the drama would never leave me alone
It started at birth when I opened my eyes
And since then the pain has been eatting me alive
And depises the soul, thats been killin it inside
Surprises the mind, with tragedy thats makes me blind
Its pain in deguise, that never dies
And my girl came into my life and was the answer to all my why's
And all the lies seemed to hide while the truth would rise
But its sad cuz even the truth would make you cry
But my mom felt empty inside, cuz I found what I wanted in life
What I wanted as my wife, but she aint ready to say goodbye
So she takes her time to say goodbye to what she thinks is a wasted life
A wasted mind!
Chorus-
Sometimes I feel like I wanna ball up and die
Crawl up to the corner and cry, fall from the sky
I just wanna get away from this place I call home
To a place unknown, a place were i can be alone
Verse-
Mom Im a man when you look at me, you dont see a kid
But Im ready to move out like DJ did
You want me to graduate and move on to nice things
But how you want me to do that when you dont support my dreams
Tho I was raised in ur house and u were always around me
Truth is, you dont know much about me
Not to say theres no love, but do you even care?
And if was to need ya help, mom would you be there
Ready to face the fears, that i been facin for years
The heart of ya child, theres hate in there, it only displays the tears
That life has been creatin these years, its just not the same
My heart cries, and thoughts rush thru my brain
Im sane, just figure'n out the game and do so is causen me to change
I feel a way inside that really cant be explained without sounding insane
Tho i act like everythings okay to me, it isn't real
Cuz not a part of you knows exactly how I feel
Chorus-
Sometimes I feel like I wanna ball up and die
Crawl up to the corner and cry, fall from the sky
I just wanna get away from this place I call home
To a place unknown, a place were i can be alone
Verse-
What do I think? Okay not to mention
Kevin and the twins were the only one with attention
No love for me, even with the life i live
Never commited a wrong, but didnt care about the rights I did
Kevin playing pro ball, and everyone has his back
I tell you I wanna rap and you tell me Im better then that
The nights I went to sleep with no love, and no hug
Or no one to listen, well the microphone was
It was everynight, til a cycle it was
I knew it, as I write this, I'd cry right thru
I think suicidal, OMG I MIGHT DO IT!
Lose gallons of blood, til I die from havin no fluids
Im so stupid..I bet thats what your thinkin?
But these feelings are what caused me to be weaken!
