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(Verse 1)
Yo let me ask you this
You ever have your heart broken
Have that same bitch stop you from pot smoking
Just a small token
Of how life can be fucked up
I wish I never missed all those months
All those blunts
But now I rush to scrape together a couple of bucks
Just so I can get high to get by
And when I die I hope muthafukkas will remember my name
More importantly, remember my pain
Just remember the game that drove me insane
I used to turn to rap
But now rap has turned its back
And I cant figure out whats up wit dat
I'm on the verge of committing suicide
And you and I both know I wanna die
And don't even try to talk me outta it
Cuz that'll just bring the knife closer to the wrist
God damn, why God have to do this
So young but yet so vicious
Now I hate bitches
My only wish is for them to get the fuck away from me
God only knows why I was banned from Life's luxury
(Chorus)
So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be. So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be.
(Verse 2)
Life was going fine til I lost my mind
Now I feel like it was never mine
Cuz all the time I wonder why I cry
And when I cry, blood pours out my eye
I try to conceal my thoughts from my friends
But then again, whats a friend?
All I know is I don't recommend the word depend
Cuz then hate and love seem to blend
Seems like everyone forgets me
And when I try to die nobody lets me
Good and evil tuggin at me from both sides
Not giving a fuck who dies
Now I gotta deal with both half's
Cuz "surrender" just isn't in my vocab
Each rap I have been writing lately might be my last
Don't laugh cuz it aint no joke
Cuz each rap I wrote is like a suicide note
And it's ready to be revealed
No longer concealed
Grab the steal and slice the blue out my body
Slice you out my body
Pull the trigger on the shotty and I aint missin anybody
(Chorus)
So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be. So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be.
(Verse 3)
Its the game that we play that made me this way
Now I sit back and pray for another day
Cuz I know this really isn't a game
This is just a way to maintain a frame that keeps me contained
Which forces me to live through my pain
It consumes everything possible
Til it becomes unstoppable
Watching yall, til it finds ya weakness
Now your served a deep dish of being pissed
Gods greatest gift might be this
As I show you my wrists
I've found my escape
Cuz I don't wanna roll my dice with fate
I've already lost with hate
Now I must concentrate
On why it is I cant wait
To get out of this place
Out of this jail, outta this prison, outta this cell
Outta this hell, and bid me farewell
Cuz I wont see you when you die
Cuz you and I are taking different vacations
We're going to different locations
This is where we part
Cuz I need a fresh new start
And with all my heart
I wish the best for you and ya family
Even though you couldn't stand me
Don't worry you don't have to stab me
I'll stab myself
Take my own health
Cuz I'm somebody else
(Chorus)
So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be. So open yo eyes and let yo mind go free, Life can be whateva u want it to be.
