plebs making the music they need and want
Story behind the song
making a song to support people with bpd that has to go thought the pains of heart break just to save the ones they love
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Im sorry for the weight I bring, the storms I pull you through,
You say you love me anyway, but Im breaking you in two.
You hold me through the chaos, but it cuts you just as deep,
And I hate that loving me is the cost you have to keep.
[Pre-Chorus]
Every word you dont say feels louder than the ones you do,
Im screaming for connection, but Im drowning here with you.
[Chorus]
So Im letting you go, though its tearing me apart,
Im killing my own soul just to give you a new start.
They say Im too much, but its all Ive ever known,
And now Im breaking us to save you from the love Ive shown.
[Verse 2]
Every silence burns like fire, every glance feels like blame,
But its not your fault Im fighting a war I cant explain.
Im not asking you to save me; I just need you to see,
That when you turn away, it feels like youre erasing me.
[Pre-Chorus]
I know Im hard to love, but please dont shut me out,
Im not asking for perfection, just a voice when Im in doubt.
[Chorus]
So Im letting you go, though its tearing me apart,
Im killing my own soul just to give you a new start.
They say Im too much, but its all Ive ever known,
And now Im breaking us to save you from the love Ive shown.
[Bridge]
Every fight, every fall, every plea I couldnt say,
I needed you to hear me, not to look the other way.
I know Im hard to handle, but silencing me stings,
Dont tell me Im too much when I give you everything.
[Chorus]
So Im letting you go, though its tearing me apart,
Im killing my own soul just to give you a new start.
They say Im too much, but its all Ive ever known,
And now Im breaking us to save you from the love Ive shown.
[Outro]
This isnt what I wanted; its the hardest thing to do,
But if staying means I break you, then Ill bleed alone for you.
And even as I lose you, my love will never fade,
But letting you go feels like Im digging my own grave.