“True Colors” Immac
Chorus: (2 Times)
When the pain comes I run//
I hide in the dark away from the sun//
I’m really sick of everything going wrong//
I live day to day, fuck the long run//
Verse 1:
Sometimes I feel like life really isn’t worth living//
And these sins I commit will they ever be forgiven//
Could I reach the golden gate if I don’t grasp religion//
Behind a fake wall I live the real me is hidden//
I wake up some days and don’t know why I go on//
The hell with a soul mate I always get shit on//
I’ve spent most of my life just being by myself//
That’s why in a time of need I reside to myself//
And fuck a posse I’m a one man army//
Hate me, fine, one day I’ll be legendary//
I don’t even know what to think anymore//
So much pain I’ve been through what’s in store//
What’s going to happen next, my soul be vexed?//
I’m so sick of never getting what I need//
I think I deserve one thing and for that I plead//
And for that I plead, and for that I plead//
Verse 3:
There’s so many things I want to get off my chest//
At nights I sit awake, insomniac, I can’t rest//
Maybe I shouldn’t feel the way I do//
But I do, so well, what can I do//
I’m lost in a world that I let myself into//
Sometimes I want to look into someone else’s window//
I dream deep, but my life is shallow//
I try hard to find courage but my heart is hollow//
I look in the mirror and it gets hard to swallow//
I need to face the truth and just move on//
But it gets so hard to move on with you gone//
Why did you have to leave that one afternoon//
If you came back now it would be to soon//
I haven’t thought about this for over a year now//
I tried to make all the pain disappear//
I have to take a deep breath, inhale exhale//
