Uploading some of the songs I wrote and performed, because I miss these times. Hope you enjoy them. Muz
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Song: M U Z, Beat: Hi Fly
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December 13, 2024
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MP3 3.6 MB • 128 kbps • 3:58
Lyrics
I'm feening for the times I was leaning, all the fun spent
dreaming of the lies I was squeezing 'till my lungs black
creeping in the night, demons, now the fun ends
seems a different time, now its chemo for my moms friend
I was stunned, trust is in the doctors
never sober, shook, trust is for the suckers
something overlooked? grudges often hover deep
I'm an open book, so don't judge me by the cover please
she's sick but don't deserve it
every night she wheeps, she didnt figure that it's worthless
fight it B, get up, here's your purpose
cause every life is deep unless you live it on the surface
hell is trife, heard you cry, well I'm gone Muz
lesson: value life, since you died, it's the sore truth
no regrets boo, I'm having 'em for you
never forget, what was I, before you?
Nightly reminiscing never slightly been forgetting it
the lights on in the kitchen, mommy writing to the creditors
writings been tradition, reciting been the evidence
lining out my vision and I'm fighting for it eversince
since I was 6, even younger
grandpa sick, now he's 6 feet under
kid seen thunder, kid seen lighting
kid ain't never seen his own mom sit crying
NO
I'm staring at his casket
funeral was tense, sitting scared up in the back, shit
something wrong? yea, daddy was a bastard
mommy's always strong so she's carrying me past it
now I masted, the art of self questioning
the art of self loving, that's an art I shall invest up in
I owe you big time mom, it's all true
what's your kid shine, what was I, before you?
I faced a lot of losses, I'm lonely, where my peeps at?
mainly on the corner, home is in the streets man
chased around the border, roaming in the streets again
raised without a father, so they showed me how to be a man
well damn, they're teaching me a purpose
teaching me to fight, never leaving me with nurses
leaving them despite, reasons that are worth it
even if they're teaching me to smile, I'll be nervous
for certain, Muz'll be his own man
steets will be the past, and my future is the globe man
seize it with a grab, cruising out these Lowlands
screaming for a cab, got me moving out with no plans
trail this humble soldier
streets will have my back when I fail and stumble over
no shifty eyes, shit we live, even raw duke
050 shines, what was I, before you?
