The first song is about growth, mainly what the album is about mostly, but this specific one is about growth.
Lyrics
Every night, I draw pictures of what's inside my mind
Gotta admit they're a little dark
I don't even know who they are sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes I just have a breakdown
But I can't say "I'm sorry"
Sometimes I make the biggest mistakes
But I just say "It's nothing"
Changing is scary
Changing is hard
Changing is no fun
You lose who you are
Changing is painful
It's unexpected
I tell myself I knew you back then
But I don't know you now
I don't know you now
It's a red flag
If they don't like you anymore
Just so you know that they have changed
It's a hazard
It's dangerous
Don't know who I am or why I'm this way
Sometimes I just have a breakdown
But I can't say "I'm sorry"
Sometimes I make the biggest mistakes
But I just say "It's nothing"
Changing is scary
Changing is hard
Changing is no fun
You lose who you are
Changing is painful
It's unexpected
I tell myself I knew you back then
But I don't know you now
I don't know you now
I'm sorry (Sorry)
If you can relate
But this is just pain
Yeah, I'm sorry (Sorry)
If I disturbed your thoughts
I guess I am what I'm not
Changing is scary
Changing is hard
Changing is no fun
You lose who you are
Changing is painful
It's unexpected
I tell myself I knew you back then
But I don't know you now