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Sittin here, rememberin that day a few years back,
Swear to God basically had a heart attack,
Knocked back a few feet from that fence i was grippin,
Slowly I started slippin, trippin over words paranoid,
This can't be happenin, not to my boys,
I had the choice, refuse it or accept the facts,
Back then, I wasnt really sure how to act,
How do you react to someone tellin you your cousin was dead,
And your friend passed along with him from blunt force trauma to the head,
I dont remember what i said, it all was a blur, spinnin dizzy in my mind,
Somehow I thought it was a joke, Someone bein unkind,
I was blinded by my denial and ripped apart at the seams,
Because you were my boys, We were always a team,
Id scream now but whats the use of wastin the breath,
I guess I'll save it for when we meet next.
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I wear the T-shirt every once in a while,
just to stare at the photo to see you smile,
A while ago, I never thought I'd be writin these rhymes,
But everything changes, even time,
Over time, we all grow up and go our own ways,
But I wish I could see you one of these days,
It's what I pray, beggin to the sky for a phone call,
Just want one more day with the whole group of us all,
Skoty and shawn, jason and dan, laughin, jokin around,
Doin what we did best, runnin this town,
Now I can only visit the ground where you lie,
Just makes me wanna cry.
Bawl my eyes, Ijust want it stated, I really miss you guys.
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But life goes on, and life is strong,
But it still is really hard thinkin all of you are gone,
All wrong in my mind, but yet its truth,
I hope you be wit me, thick n thin, to see me thru,
Trust me dudes, I'll be seenin ya soon, you just wait,
I'll catch up to you guys soon here at those pearly gates,
Til we embrace, and we hug like the brothers we are,
What happened, did you get hit wit a car, was it a vendetta,
Or where you in the wrong place at the wrong time, a chance encounta,
But I miss you, thats aint bein forgot, I will remember you guys, more often than not,
You guys will always be my boys, Trust me I'm not,
Goin to forget you, I just want to say I love you, and dawgs i miss you.
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