just a song for ppl to relate wit..
Im Lyrikally Lost AKA tha Fidel Kastrator
A talented young emcee from Northern Cali witha lotta potential Ill ass motha fucka
I am tha Lyrikally Lost aka tha Fidel Kastrator
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Lyrics
Layin' in bed now, Rubbin' my head now
Whose in my mind like they ruin my spine right?
I'm pumpin' 'em to cry, somethin's in my eye
It musta been a lie, Cuz nothin's in I'm dry
You know what it feels like when you holdin' it in
and everytime a tear peak you start pullin' it in
It hurts, and I'm on tha verge to make another virtue
cuz I'll just hurt me cuz I can't hurt you
I betchu don't even notice that you're drivin' me mad
I betchu don't give a shit that I'm alive and I'm crap
I betchu bet that I'm a nobody, a no purpose?
I can't control it, baby you makin' me so nervous
You're not even mine, but you're shockin' me blind
You're makin' me feel dead, Makin' me real red
And now I'm all worked up and fucked up and ohh bother
I'm stressed out, I think I'm turnin' into my own father
My father sits at night with no lights on
His cigarette glows in tha dark
No lights on, I think I'll go right home
Let it guide me away from all this agony, Daddy please..
My father sits... He said he done it before
He said he heard it all, He said itz nothin' new
He said girls come and go, But fuck it tho
I reallie wanna know... fuckin'.. damn yo
He said itz in tha past, I can believe in that
cuz girls come slow but they always leavin' fast
Shit.. You were always wrong though
I was at tha shortcut and you put me on tha long road
and I don't care what you feel like, I'm not tryna be your brother
I'm tryna be somethin' better, I don't wanna be like tha others
And at night I cry and I don't even realize it
I feel like shit, You're tha only one I vibe wit
and I'm thinkin' when we vibin' I'm tha only one too
Tha only one you like, Tha only one for you
but I'm not sure, cuz then a couple minutes go
You're doin' tha same shit wit somebody else u know
My father sits at night with no lights on
His cigarette glows in tha dark
No lights on, I think I'll go right home
Let it guide me away from all this agony, Daddy please..
But now I'm goin' back home, I'm through wit this bitch
I'm not gonna take it, I'm bout to blow up some shit
Go nuts and shit, And I don't need a betta rhyme
This is my heart, Who gives a fuck what I rhyme?
I was diggin' you, but shit, now I'm neva fine
My father warned me about this bull shit ahead of time
And fuck my structure, I'm glad that itz no good
I'm writin' wit no lights in a blank notebook
but Poppa keep it burnin', cuz I'm on my way now
She ain't in my way now, but I feel like 8 pounds
I musta threw up my guts, I threw up my heart and mind
I threw up all my hope, but I'm fuckin' startin' fine
Startin' off great and I'm dartin' off hate
Ignorin' temptation but they stormin' in waitin'
Dad, I'm home now.. I don't think I'll ever leave
Especially with another girl, Better believe that, I keep rappin'...
My father sits at night with no lights on
His cigarette glows in tha dark
No lights on, I think I'll go right home
Let it guide me away from all this agony, Daddy please..
