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Plead of Imperfection
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Dreaming reality and feeling the deep well of what’s been fed to me. It comes out. It can’t hold back. My voice, although it may tremble is a strong force of reason mixed with insanity. No matter how much the vulnerability scares me. This is my plea.
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Sober and busy! I write poetry as a hobby. For a living, I work with dogs and Im in part-time college.
Nothing is more real to me anymore than love. My goal in life is to love and be loved. I want to help our planet heal. I already have the best job I could ever ask for working with animals and I want to learn how to better care for them and our planet. I also have two beautiful fur sons named Hollywood(dog) and Jet(cat) whom I absolutely adore, and a handful of close human friends and family that I would be completely lost without. Love keeps me going. Without love, I wouldn’t still be here. I’m a high functioning AuDHD kid that’s been finding where she belongs in this backwards place. I thrive the best being out in nature and taking care of animals. I’ve found that animals are more human than a lot of humans but not all humans have lost their humanity. There are still some human humans left.
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Podcasts • Poetry
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Peak #1
Peak in subgenre #1
Author
Megan G. Keller
Rights
2023
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November 14, 2023
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MP3 4.2 MB • 128 kbps • 4:38
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It was only a bad idea because he couldn’t finish what he started And I’m guilty of the same too That’s why I hate him Why I hate myself I couldn’t finish what I started As much as I want him He isn’t here when I need him I was always there when he called I hated myself for wanting him Needing him And he hated me for needing him Wanting him Reinforcing the shame force fed by religious teachings until I’m drowning in my own sin No one around They were right I’m wrong I’m worth more than second best So are you So why do we do this insane dance Instead of letting our lips touch Again and again Don’t go Please stay I’m tired of the torture the pain of our separation Do you feel the same I always fear You don’t feel what I feel When you’re near You are my medicine I’m tired of finding out the hard way Missing you when you don’t miss me too Like a puppet on a string You laugh with my heart in your hands Crushing it with no remorse Even if I’m not good enough to be your first choice Won’t you just pretend Don’t let me wake up from this bliss Your tender kiss I want to be enough for you Do you feel it too Let’s escape to Never Land Where forever doesn’t have to be a loveless prison Make me cum Yes that’s a challenge Make me want to stay Please stay The way you make me beg it’s so cruel This is why I hate you as much I love you You pull me in just to push me away And I hate myself for doing the same Hurting you like I do Because I’m so scared Scared of what I feel Scared of you Scared of me But damn do I need you I want you I just want you to want me too I don’t want just the mechanics When we are much more than machines We are human It’s time to come alive inside Wake up from your dormant state of mind Hiding deep inside It’s time to emerge out of your cocoon butterfly In my fantasy you want me and when I wake up You don’t Because I don’t get chosen My traumas My fears The alienation I don’t want to get played But damn do I need to get laid by the same man over and over again No matter how much I want to run I’m not just having fun When you aren’t here my mind runs amuck Like I’m going mad and manifesting my fears into reality You’re my medicine In this broken system Were you falling in love too Because I have a hard time believing a man can fall in love with me It’s always a joke And I’m worth more than just a fuck I’m so scared Because there is still a traumatized part of me that doesn’t believe And that’s what holds me back When you tell me not to let you in I hear that I feel that But when you tell me you love me I want it so badly to be real And I don’t know what to feel I crave to get close stay close and my heart feel safe Your heart to be safe with me More than anything This is why I’m in so much pain Is this too much too explain Too much for you to hear For you to feel There is nothing brief about this deep well Beating and bleeding inside of me.
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