Most days, it’s hard to think clearly
I have trouble focusing on things near me
Most nights, I wake up from a deep sleep
Trying to make sense of what I was dreaming
I slow dance with the demons of depression
In my brain, my anxiety gets worse with the medicine
Most days, I hate my own reflection
I repeat mistakes because I cannot seem to get the lesson
I don’t mean to seem so distant and so silent
But this ADHD leaves the lights on and my brain on auto pilot
I start moving and I cannot seem to be still
Maybe I am bipolar but every fucking mood feels
I can accept any pain because my wounds heal
And I can always walk away when it gets too real
Every major decision always turns into guilt
There’s always a broken foundation that I have to rebuild
A simple scar turns into a fucking blood spill
I’m a tiny flower un-bloomed in a huge field
And I will always make my way back to you
And we will make through because you’re my shield
Don’t you worry about me because I will always find my way back home
Don’t leave the light on for me, don’t wait up for me
Some things you have to face alone
Sometimes it takes a dead-end road to find your way back home
Sometimes a mental breakdown shows you that you’re not alone
Sometimes - all it takes is to put on some headphones
And thinking of better days while listening to your favorite song
But out of nowhere
A simple scar turns into a fucking blood spill
I’m a tiny flower un-bloomed in a huge field
And I will always make my way back to you
And we will make through because you’re my shield
Don’t you worry about me because I will always find my way back home
Don’t leave the light on for me, don’t wait up for me
Some things you have to face alone
