Lyrics
sittin on mah knees, praying for a happier day
Hope To See My Mom Smileyin Have It No Way
I Feel Pain All Over, Life Is So Bad
I Jus Hope I Could Back To The Life I Once Had
verse 1:
im incognito, you'll see me trying to laugh/But its hard when you only see frowns, in ya past/
life is gloomy, jus wanna sit in mah tomb-see/and lay down to sleep, peacefully for all eternity/
trying to make my way, but i still see hell-there/dad yelling crazy, and moms on well-fare/
bros in the corner, crying im trying to comfort him/mom took some sleepin pills, then tryed to get some others in/
i always feel bad, tears streem down my cheeks/bones aching head ache, body feelin weak/
as i speak, i tremble, trying to keep-up fool/things goin on at home com back and smack me in school/
its aint cool, cant even consentrate well/my whole families in debt, homes trying to be selled/
is it a crime, to wanna be happy, but i see no sign/well, i guess ill try to keep my head up for that sunshine/
sittin on mah knees, praying for a happier day
Hope To See My Mom Smileyin Have It No Way
I Feel Pain All Over, Life Is So Bad
I Jus Hope I Could Back To The Life I Once Had
verse 2
pops is mad at me, moms is mad at me/bro mad at me, seems like non of them is happy/
sadly, i jus wanna commit suicide/jus get a little rest for a moment, let me subside/
without waking up to the sound of my parents arguing/scrambling around the house lookin for where the milk carton be/
friends dont wanna chill no more, im actin to depressed/bags under my eyes, showing i havent had any rest/
is it karma, cause if so i wonder what i did wrong/to be in a situation where its so long/
a struggle, only to hustle and get a couple of bucks/sick of this life, and sick of you dumb fucks/
mabey ill run away, say that do i mean-it/prolly not, but to heaven i want a supened/
too many demeners, mom trying to get a job/dad almost loosin his, at this point im lost/
sittin on mah knees, praying for a happier day
Hope To See My Mom Smileyin Have It No Way
I Feel Pain All Over, Life Is So Bad
I Jus Hope I Could Back To The Life I Once Had
verse 3
on my knees at church praying to the holy steeple/hate going outside jus to see the happy people/
the life i never had, and i dont know why/my brother, had to get this and not some other dise/
teachers think im a juvenile delinquint/do crazy actions, and moma ask what im thinkin/
im on the brink of destruction, erruption/wish we could start over, sober wit construction/
cry myself to sleep, when i was a kid/got showed no love, other than the tough shit/
got too many dreams, but then too many bad, of course its then/ey man i wanna talk to corvorkian/
parents going to court again, easy/dont wanna be ripped from my mother, believe me/
even thought lifes bad im still hot like a meteor/well thats all i have to say for now, hope your lifes are easier/
