suicideprevention suicideawarness
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I'm 1/2 of the group Skillology and my music focuses on the dark side of man. The emotions of man and those things that man are ashamed to speak about even among their brothers.
Song Info
Genre
Hip-Hop • Rap & Hip-Hop
Author
Thomas Jelks
Rights
2020
Uploaded
July 30, 2022
Track Files
MP3
MP3 10.2 MB • 256 kbps • 5:16
Story behind the song
The beginning of the second verse to this song was taken from "Home to You." This is why Home to You only has that one part. The sample and clips throughout the song are from AL Pacino Scarface. This song is basically for anyone who has been labeled the bad guy or the villain basically for either establishing boundaries or fortifying their boundaries. First verse illudes to how I was conditioned into becoming a door mat for people. Enmeshment trauma leads to people pleasing. The moment you wake up and realize that you're being used and the person using you realizes that you woke up,.... you know the story.
Lyrics
: Bad Guy Verse 1 Taught from the womb Reverential fear and silence Reliance for guidance Never received yet demanded compliance Tyrants And dictators towering giants Bitter and violent Inadvertently gave rise to my defiance A titan Buried neath the apathy of a yes man Used and manipulated Viewed myself as less than Less than a door mat Negativity infectious - no hazmat Contagion when laughed at Superficiality, I couldn't see pass that People manipulate weakness Capitalize off your uniqueness They be all about self Megaphone vocalizing their realness Pull the wool over your eyes When you call em out they act surprised See pass all of their lies Now they plotting your demise Your intentions were pure Thought turning your cheek would be the cure In your ignorance they felt secure Name tarnished shoved in manure Impregnate fertilization In hibernation is where I found me Made up my mind to bring devastation Before another motherfucker could play me Verse 2 A thoughtless walking carcass Enveloped in my darkness From the heartless corrosive tar pits Of these earthly hardships Conditioned by society Buried in anxiety Apathy no psychiatry Insanity in its entirety Now I'm crazy Diagnosed myself and treat the symptoms Progression in my direction Because I no longer fit the descriptions Can see the world clearer Clint Barton's vision Maintaining my mission Through all the tension Pissing people off Is like my fucking specialty Reoccurring situations Like i had the recipe Especially Motherfuckers with they hands out Turn em down Like little children huff and puff and pout Ha! Y'all already know what I'm spitting facts Turn em down now they wanna put the knife up in your back Lay em flat Label you the fucking bad guy Image tarnished because the world don't know how to ask "why?"
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