ipsi lea - to change (prod. Xavier)
If you made it to the end thank you so much this song is everything to me. I recorded it over a year ago in 2020, some even from 2018 and I was sick :D, so the vocals are not the best but I made do. Hope you enjoy it!
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Story behind the song
This song is dedicated to accepting the truth but also seeing the bright side of things and to keep on going forward. My inspiration for this was from Mac Miller and Lil Peep. I recorded it over a year ago in 2020, some even from 2018 and I was sick :D, so the vocals are not the best but I made do.
Hope you enjoy it!
Lyrics
I'm walking out today
Hopin it don't come to and rain
Hopin it don't come to a race
Gotta pick up the pace
I feel like I'm running I'm the prey
I feel like I'm different not the same
I hope it goes through and away
I just wanna get through the day
Now I've stopped at your place
How I've been wanting to see your face
Hopin we could run all the way
But I was wrong what can I say
Now I wait
Let it fade
With the time in the day
Let it rain
Forgot to say
That I made a mistake
I gotta wait
I gotta change
I gotta face
Gotta make it work, make it last
First I need some space
I know it's not a race
Its feelin like a Chase
And though I run with haste
It feels like a waste
Cus im stuck in a case of my own disgrace Hopin I could replace me
But that was A-day dream
Still stuck in those lately
More like a nightmare on the daily
Going crazy but that makes me
Oh would you love me or baby will you break me
Are you running?
Are you running from me?
Why you running?
Why you running from being lonley?
Are you running?
Are you running from me?
Why you running?
Why you running from being lonley?
I never used to pray
I never had the faith
Was the one to walk away
Now the one to come and take
My mind make it break
Cus you forsake me forever
But hold my hand while we're together
Cannot let go
I would rather, run before feel so shattered
Not that it matters
I still feel tattered
I still feel ratchet and stuck in my mind
What a waste of time
And when i hold you close
It doesn't feel too right
Even though you're mine
I'll climb up that ladder
Cause im on that line
Separate my feelings inside
Why don't you go get her
Become the go getter
Why can't we get by
Are we wasting our life
Are you happy inside
And would you leave me to die
Cus I couldn't hear you coincide
Oh I hear you spreading lies
Would you look me in my eyes
Saying you wouldn't die for me
Wouldn't want to write or read
Feel like a robbery
I wouldn't cry or bleed
You stole my heart you thief
You rob me from integrity
But I'm hoping we
Can forgive and dream
That's how we gonna try
Closing in my eyes, do not look down
Or you fallen by surprise
Tracks leading up to the sky
Hopin no end for the ride
Hoping i don't fall off my spine
Now you deceiving you decide
Hopin we get by
With your backstabbing knife
As you climb in my hive, and into my heart
As you watch me fall apart
Yeah we're drifting from the start
Now we're running from who knows what, but it's dark
Now we're burning and we lost our spark
Yea its a burden and were lost in arms
Oh it feels too wrong
Oh it feels too right
Don't leave me tonight
Cus im missing our time
And I'm missing our life
