VECT - Reclusive (Prod. Killa-Ko)
VECT
Enjoy What You Will & Spread The InVECTion!
-VECT-
Lyrics
18. Reclusive
At night drifting on the road driving home
stress & worries in my head tire me with my eyes closed
I feel like I'm gonna explode
having thoughts lately in my days
still of the grave, myself I wanna save
but reality bites me & I fight as my eyes glow
don't need to tell me I'm a wreck, believe me I know
I'm on the end in danger zone, gettin' mentally thrown
don't come at me with a joke, when me you don't fuckin' know
I might leap right at you & blend your face with the floor
my nerves are sore, be warned of a person who is torn
I would rather sit at home, unplug the phone
in the dark in my room in a corner all alone, yo
(Chorus)
apathy at large, I'm feeling so gone
I'm falling straight down, don't care to hold on
whatever happens will happen with no shame
not scared to live or die, just rather stay away
I don't give a damn for what anyone's got to say
I'm where I belong right now, I'm not coming out to play
I feel betrayed & destructive I'll hurt feelings & bodies
if I get it don't break my peace, or madness will increase
I'm having negative thoughts that won't clear away
preparing for bad shit before it comes my way
anxiety is pressing, my breathing's going crazy
headaches building up, haven't eaten in days I'm drained
having visions of death like in my hallway being hung
sordid I know, but guess what? I don't give a fuck
I'm telling you nice, I'm simplifying it to all
keep away goddamnit or ya may have to fall
