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Rap and Love Game
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I've lost all my faith, in all the gimmick an all the games..
took my last route out the flames, my every minute's in pain..
I'm explainin what I'm about, but every cynics the same..
no matter the aim, she'd claim I'm only in it to gain..
but I was only after her heart, an its simple an plain..
once she stepped into my life, I'd never live it the same..
we were of the same being, only different in name..
I was lyrically gifted, my spirits lifted when she sang..
but I felt time had past us by, grew apart through our years..
cause only thing in my life I couldn't stop was her tears..
they used to pour like summer rain, the numbin pain could stop the bliss..
and make me reminisce, and ponder how it got to this..
maybe it was young age, or prolonged fool heartedness..
cause with every passin day, our bond would grow apart a bit..
we had a few counselors, to help manage our day..
but even after all the healing, all the damage would stay..
she was always there for me, and I loved her for that..
but I always could feel that cold knife that'd come from the back..
she started coming home late, and rollin with a crowd..
she would always claim its no date, but fooling with a pal..
just because he had a little more shine, little more money..
funny how some dead men could pull my only girl from me..
she was attracted by the big cars, fast life and suits..
no more action with the big hearts, relaxed nights and truth..
so within a month we split, but still we keep in touch..
not that often though, I guess to her it didn't mean that much..
but to me it meant the world, I'd come to her after school..
everyday.. others were only around her to look cool..
thats how she was to me.... she was my life..
she is tied tighter to my heart than my grip around my mic..
I would dream of her at night, would speak of her to friends..
in good light as always, cause I'd never have to pretend..
she had so many good qualities, but a few flawed decisions..
but I could never make out what she seen, some ink blotted vision..
I could still see us today, wasting away the years with a boy..
but it could never be a waste, I'd drown away in tears of joy..
I could've been a husband, better yet, I could've been a father..
and not like the one I had, that couldn't bother..
I could've been there for the kids, from preschool then to college..
play ball in the park, an sharing unlimited knowledge..
yet the life I live is dark, its stays cold and lonely..
I open up my heart, for those that could've known me..
and I open up my wrists, so I can start the escape..
my patience is paper light cause my heart can't take the weight..
