KromtagsTV - I Race Backwards
This song is dedicated to Heart Child. It has been a rough ride to say the least. Suicide was contemplated on your part. Again. So for us to try and keep you alive a little while longer we had to evolve. Fast. We got your back. Always. Family.
Music for any Heartchild out there. You're never alone. Ever. Keep breathing, Heartchild.
2025:3
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The music we create is inspired by people we care deeply about, authenticity, love and fun above all! We are Twin Flames.
Hip hop is the main genre as a foundation. Allowing us choose to do whatever we want in the Future.
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Story behind the song
We can take emotions and transmute them. Via musical Alchemy. This is the 1st track where we do it with the specific intent of transforming something dark into something a tad lighter.
Also, by "sharing pain" no Heart Child in our vicinity will have to feel entirely alone. Not even in the darkest of times. We see you. We hear you. We love you.
It's for US!
Keep breathing, Heart Child.
Lyrics
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I try to race backwards, rewind my steps
I race backwards, rewind
Voices are speaking, shadows are calling
Fear of the dark is an understatement
Bloodstains in the toilet sink
Are they mine?
I cant remember
Shattered dreams like mirrored glass
Scarred tissue, disturbing visions
Memories that cant be forgotten
Numbing the mind but the body remembers
Looking for the summer inside my November
Snow burns my skin, it rains in December
Snow burns my skin, it rains in December
Snow burns my skin, it rains in December
Snow burns my skin, so it rains in December
Snow burns my skin, it rains in December
Who was that again? It wasnt I
I hear myself speak, but I wonder why
I look towards the sky, find beauty in the oceans
As the tide turns, my sun might set
Looking at my children scorched with regret
Ive not fulfilled one promised yet
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I try to race backwards, rewind my steps
Each breathe I take takes me closer to death
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I try to race backwards, rewind my steps
I race backwards, rewind my steps
Each breathe I take takes me closer to death
Im on the outside looking in
Im on the outside looking in
On the outside looking in
Im on the inside looking out
I race backwards, rewind my steps
I try to race backwards, rewind my steps
I race backwards, rewind my steps
Each breathe I take takes me closer to death
