I pictured you in a room
Looking out a window picturing me
I saw the green carpet, smashing wall
I felt that hatred that she gave
Finally my own boy and I lost him
So I reckon I must run and hide
To be the man I never thought I could be or to be the one they expect out of me?
I’m sorry boy
It wasn’t my choice to leave
I know you were always yonder but did I cross your mind?
Because you walked through mine all the time
So I know you had to wonder who was still alive
And if you’d find out if we had died
Boy, I made a mistake by bringing you into this life
No, you’re wrong my man on two accounts
The real mistake was the one you made
In your head, a fucking mess
Couldn’t teach me how to throw or hit or play the rest
Was my newborn smile not enough for you?
Or maybe you were jealous of the brown eyes we stole from your pocket
And for bringing me here don’t feel bad
You gave me life, can I ask for more than that?
Thanks man
And yes I pictured you too in a room
I know you were always yonder but did I cross your mind?
Because you walked through mine all the time
So I know you had to wonder who was still alive
And if you’d find out if we had died
Man you made a mistake by not being part of my life
You never even flinched
You only gave one inch of your height
What a useless life
Can only take the time to write two words of lies
Your name pops up in an annual card
I guess we wanted more than that
I know you were always yonder but did I cross your mind?
Because you walked through mine all the time
So I know you had to wonder who was still alive
And if you’d find out if we had died
I hope the best works out for both of us in our lives
