a wretched starving artist , with everything to gain and nothing left to lose , a floating soul of steel and debauchery ..one can complain only to accomplish nothing in this eternal nightmare of girth ..trailing behind a long stench of ugliness , the past seems to haunt and recall upon everything .. why is there not another view beyond what you cannot imagine ? The road has been long, desolate and rough. Though through all the anquish,struggle and thievery I've come back once again.