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VECT/Deadly Encryption
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VECT 2011
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September 24, 2020
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MP3 10.2 MB • 320 kbps • 4:04
Lyrics
[VECT]
Most of us have the constructs embedded in our minds to know that suicide is the wrong way out & completely selfish, but some of us have fought pain for as long as we could & like all things...you get to the point where you just don't fucking care anymore. Deadly Encryption, S.I.D.R.O.E aka VECTeezy motherfucker, bring it!
(Chorus)
[VECT]
No more struggles with temptation
full of cravings of my annihilation
I suppose you think I'm crazy cuz I have no fear
I'm done telling my story that falls on deaf ears
[VECT]
What's gonna stop me from ending you when I wanna end myself too bitch?
only thing I ever had in my corner to the end is all this fucking musick
I'm done waiting on the ride to suicide
I've already died inside countless times
all this life gives is self destruction on my brain
it won't stay away & it knows I'm not afraid
got a 38 piece aimed to my forehead
taking turns at a table with a couple of my friends
pull the hammer back hear a click then a clack
somewhere in my mind I hear my daughter say "Daddy stop that!"
days pass by like a cold wind
with fatal self inflicted incisions & my visions
it's funny how you'll give a shit when it's all done
when you ignored all my letters & you didn't give a fuck
[Deadly Encryption]
Another day I wake up family in church
Girlfriend left me so now my heart is hurt
Shit is what I get for all of my hard work
Might as well say "Fuck it!" & be 1 with the earth
I got some dark secrets you that never even cared
I can be on my lowest & you wouldn't be there
I know they wont miss me they would just forget it
Like another pop single with the radio edit
So I write my last song & grab my dad's glock
a 45 magnum & make sure that it's cocked
before I get the chance on the door there's a knock
it's a cop, so now I'm doin months on the lock
therapy sessions & the suicide watch
I shoulda never answered it & died on the spot
now the pain grows to a thing that I fear
that when I look in mirror to see the devil is here
[Deadly Encryption]
Every day's the same, another drug another slut
Another cut on my wrist from my only lost love
Was a bug to my stomach & a pain to my soul
so now I chill in graveyards hoping that I could just go
back to the past to the day we 1st met
So I could cut you from the neck & watch as you bled to death
So that way when the cops came I'm going for life
& last words she heard were "Will you be my wife?"
[VECT]
I'm a zombie with a strong evolving mind state
I'm done tryna fight what has proved to be my fate
fuck tomorrow & fuck yesterday
look in my empty eyes death is now a game
my cause of death cannot be undone
I wanna die in the darkness & no longer feel the sun
I don't wanna be in the same world with my enemies
I am my own god & I choose to set myself free