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VECT
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VECT 2006
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April 13, 2019
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11. Mental Stress
My mind is a prison of uncontrollable terror & discomfort.
All I do is try to break out of the cell for freedom & I can't
I got no hope I got reality to think positive
something's gotta show for it I can't ignore it
my thoughts are horrid & people wanna laugh & twist up my words & ridicule
I appreciate the help but I don't need nonsense & lies
the world is scared of me not many care for me
running outta solutions so I guess I need some therapy
visions of my own death so nightmarishly
I try to go to bed & sleep away the stress
but she's there in every dream I can't get any rest
I'm taunted & haunted what the fuck I gotta do to get myself right again?
anxiety attacks & suicide taunting
through all the darkness I'm tryna find a light in it
I'm tryna fight again
tryna piece myself together but my patience is so thin
I don't know what to do I'm so lost within
enemies of mine scheming that want me defeated
I'm still waitin' with teeth grit stop dreamin'
you sons of a bitches want your blood shed like you need it
you wanna fight? then bring it bitch I'm fuckin fiendin'
I swear to god you must want your attitudes adjusted
I swear to god I am not the one you wanna fuck with
believe me right now my nerves aren't strong
you give me a problem & I'm giving you a brawl
(Chorus)
help me I cannot breathe
this mental stress is fucking me
tell me what I do not see
if you don't truly get it better keep away from me
I'm on edge & militant ready to snap hard
nightstick & crowbar in the front seat of the car
I'm living in hell & the layers gettin' deeper
the flames are gettin higher sanity to expire
I know it'd be easier to channel my love to hate
but I can't play it crooked unfair or fake
my head is poison I don't know how to break free
don't blame me my heart starts to race when I see her face
no comfort in anything I'ma fuckin mental case
trying hard every day to accept this weight
people won't shut their fuckin' mouths
just for a minute or listen stressin' me & dissin' & bitchin'
don't ask me what'll happen cuz I'm not even knowing
I drag my nails across my face screaming & exploding
I know it's just a matter of time
if I'm not in a straight jacket soon I'm taking life
do you think for a minute you'll be forgiven?
you tested me hard you passed the limit
I got the symptoms of insanity but you're misunderstandin' me
I'm finished of you just verbally slammin me
you corrupted my patience & corroded my memory
it took everything I had not to tear you apart
fought my transformation to save you abrations
you're gonna pay for every time you gave me humiliation
when there's no fear in the soul of maniac
you oughta watch how you act that's a fact
I'm accumulating pain & sick shit
getting worse every day with a growing sickness
I'm hitting low's that's how it goes
when you feel like your heart has a hole no control
the liars the hate the sincerity that's fake
empty promises & anguish that all of it creates
