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Confused sexual preferences.
sex bondage confusion fantasies inadequacy
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I sing and play about what I feel and believe. Punk and thrash.
I play what I believe. I play my life. That's all. There are so many who play to be liked... To amuse. If you like what I do, Thanks. If not... Go to somewhere Nice and Beautiful. I don't care. There's too much sh1t in the world and it needs changing for the better. Life is Crap and the future is there for us to alter. Change the world through music for your own future and that of your children.
Song Info
Genre
Rock • Punk
Charts
Peak #101
Peak in subgenre #5
Author
Abomination Angel
Rights
Abomination Angel
Uploaded
May 09, 2018
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.3 MB • 160 kbps • 2:53
Story behind the song
Wanting to fulfil a lover's fantasy but failing as it crosses your "red line" of what's appropriate. Thoughts of previous lovers who did enact the fantasy and the desperate consequences of this. Jealousy. Ending up in a mental institution.
Lyrics
Alone and desperate. Lost and in despair. Belt and bootlaces untied, someone always there. All the years of anguish take me to this place. Forbidden worlds inside me Normality debased. The only thing I wanted was fulfilling you. The one thing needed was you to want me too. the past didn't matter I was your lover To meet your every sexual need... Satisfaction Guaranteed. Failing your fantasy Couldn't turn you on. Visions of me taking you All long gone "Tie me" domination, I didn't understand, And unchained myself from your promised land. The only thing I wanted was fulfilling you. Crossing my red line I didn't have a clue. The past began to matter, a second rate lover trying to meet a sexual need, no chance to succeed. Remembering the past times, the passion and the lust. Nights of desire all turned to dust. And now it's all in ruins, I wanna end it all. Mt final ecstacy is death, my sexual curtain call.
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