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Laughter hiding addiction and depression resulting in a genuine attempt at suicide.
sex depression sexdrive wastwater
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I sing and play about what I feel and believe. Punk and thrash.
I play what I believe. I play my life. That's all. There are so many who play to be liked... To amuse. If you like what I do, Thanks. If not... Go to somewhere Nice and Beautiful. I don't care. There's too much sh1t in the world and it needs changing for the better. Life is Crap and the future is there for us to alter. Change the world through music for your own future and that of your children.
Song Info
Genre
Rock • Punk
Charts
Peak #164
Peak in subgenre #8
Author
Abomination Angel
Rights
Abomination Angel
Uploaded
May 09, 2018
Track Files
MP3
MP3 3.1 MB • 160 kbps • 2:44
Story behind the song
A happy, caring, generous and humorous guy hiding a sex addiction which lead to the total upheaval of his life. Loss of home, family, friends, job, money and respect. Ending it all with the prospect of an insurance payout to his family seemed the logical way out. The song recounts the drive to Wastwater to overdose on Valium after getting drunk and having a joint to ensure that any fears are dismissed. Note to potential suicides - 45 Valium tablets don't kill you!
Lyrics
The lies of Laughter every day My Affliction. Torment twisting in my head... An addiction. Now every hope and dream is dead Gone with the outward tide Working out the options Just suicide. Nothing left to live for No future anymore No one here to understand Just someone to deplore. Become the person I despise My whole damn life is fake. So now convert this sex drive to the last drive that I take. Driving out, Thinking about The end of my time Way past depression It's the end of the line. Towards the distant sunset The setting of my death The Waters of Wast Will see my dying breath. All the whys and what if's. Goodbye to sexual urges. The surge of loss and anger Re-emerges. Take the absinth, Light the dope, reach for the bottle of pills. Calm emotion, Never ending Cure all ills. This is what I need now I've no cards left to deal Oblivion awaits me An end to this ordeal I'm an evil sodding bestard A fucking bloody shame. But yesterday was different, And I'm still the fucking same!
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