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militant rocking to terms when love is not reciprocated
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one person with many influences and little musical training.
different instruments. unsure of style. varies depending on mood. can best be described as dream music, consisting of soundscapes that often remind me of dreams. this doesnt hold true for everything, but a vast majority.
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Alternative • Experimental
Charts
Peak #126
Peak in subgenre #34
Uploaded
April 25, 2018
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MP3 5.9 MB • 160 kbps • 5:11
Story behind the song
so the lyrics im posting are extremely old... ive doctored them up a bit as the meaning has changed over time. the original rhythm i had in my head when writing it changed as well. i was angry about a crush i had and feeling used by them when it was really just my own little world i was living in... i do that a lot. ive long since come to terms with it and only have this because i was cleaning up my computer and found the file... its 16 years old btw. and yes, star wars episode 1 had just come out around that time ;)
Lyrics
0.18 FUCK MY MIND FUCK MY SOUL FUCK ME UP UNTIL I LOSE CONTROL FUCK MY hopes FUCK MY dreams FUCK ME UP and let me bleed FUCK MY MIND FUCK MY HEART FUCK ME UNTIL I JUST FALL APART FUCK MY BODY RAPE MY MIND FUCK ME UP AND LEAVE ME BEHIND 0.34 YOUD LIKE TO SEE ME HURT CRYING INTO a POOL OF BLOOD on hands and knees THROUGH THE DIRT LIKE A PIG wallowing in MUD 1.07 IGNORANCE IS WHERE THIS ALL BEGAN IGNORANCE LEADS TO FEAR then hate FEAR and hate bleed inTO violence VIOLENCE born out of sex and death 1.25 IM still SURROUNDED BY YOU idiots and I WISH THAT I knew why WHERE did i FIND THE STRENGTH TO GO ON SOMETIMES I WONDER if I SHOULD EVEN TRY 1.57 - 2.32 (spoken) WHY NOT JUST GIVE UP? ITS NOT LIKE ANYTHING THAT YOU DO WILL CHANGE THE WORLD ITS JUST AS DOOMED AS WE ARE AND IT TOO WILL wither and die 2.32 MIGHT AS WELL JUST GIVE UP AND DIE dont spend another moment asking why drop your restraints, its ok to cry face the truth and forget the lies 3.05 THERE IS NO MEANING TO LIFE RULES TO THE GAME NEED NOT APPLY AND SHOULD YOUR HEART BEcome CORRUPT BY STRIFE take a deep breath and end your life 3.31 YOU MIND-FUCKED ME BEYOND REPAIR still YOU EXPECT ME TO BE a loyal SHEEP STILL you TALK to me LIKE YOU EVER CARED AND im the one who became a CREEP 3.57 ignorance is where this all must end ignorant to why i fell for you fell for you and ever gave a damn damn you bitch for all the time ive lost 4.15 im out of reasons that i should cry the worst thing of all is i want to die DEAD AND DREAMING WHILE IN BLISS I LIE GREETING DEATH AS I CLOSE MY EYES
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