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The saddest you could possibly get. And then some. Wrote this when my grandma started to pass.
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I'm a dude from Kansas that makes beats. Just graduated HS. I pretty much make anything that I feel, be it soft music, hard music, or anything between.
Hi guys! I'm Austin Drake, a.k.a. Phatahl. I'm a music producer from a little town called Independence, Kansas. I've been creating all kinds of music ever since my toddler brain decided to hit the record button. I'd say music is above all my biggest passion; music has helped me through a lot of tough times, tough breakups, downward spirals, etc. Through this, I realized the power of music, so I made it my personal goal to try and help people through tough times as well withmusic. I'd say my primary genre is Electronic music, but I make a wide variety of stuff.
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Genre
Electronic • Big Beat
Charts
#85 in subgenre Peak #2
Charts
Peak #33
Author
Austin Drake
Rights
2017 PhaPro
Uploaded
December 10, 2017
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MP3 3.0 MB • 160 kbps • 2:38
Story behind the song
So my grandma just started dying. She was in the hospital in the CCU again. And I had just tried Xanax for the first time. I was getting pretty suicidal, so I made this. It's basically about wanting to take so many drugs that I die.
Lyrics
I can only get so high, so high. If only you were here...if only you were here... I can only get so high, if only you were real. I can only get so high, to make the pain disappear. I can only get so high, to hide all of my lies. I can only get so high, before I die. Before I die. Do you think I give a fuck? I can only get so high, if only you were real. I can only get so high, to make the pain disappear. I can only get so high, to hide all of my lies. I can only get so high, before I die. Before I'll die. Take me away. Please. (sound of a hammer coming down on a gun)
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