Fall For You (feat. Hatsune Miku)
Fall For You 1995 Vagenda. All rights reserved (December 1, 1995) From the album "Sons Of Lillith" Recorded on May 22, 2017
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Story behind the song
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The Official Backstory
This is a song about the interference adolescent hormones can have on the goal of finding true love.
I was ruined at a young age by philosophy. Don't let your 4th graders dissect Frerich Neitzsche's "Beyond Good And Evil", or get them into the concepts surrounding the will to power. It had me very much concerned with my susceptability to being manipulated by other people. It left me struggling feverishly to understand all of my internal drives, and to master whether or not they could have my conscious permission to execute. Now that I say "execute" in that sentence, perhaps learning to program in Basic at 4 wasn't the best idea, in hindsight, either.
I wanted to be a good person. I wanted to be a strong person who could protect who they love. In the end I became a person very difficult to be around.
At the time when this was written I was 17 and very much dissecting the experience of habitually being able to find so many things to fall in love with in others - and how at that age, it easily descends to perversions. I struggled with not letting anyone close to me at all unless I could verify love existed, and hoped that it was mutual.
I don't think it ever was.
Lyrics
Fall For You
© 1995 Vagenda. All rights reserved
(December 1, 1995)
From the album "Sons Of Lillith"
Recorded on May 22, 2017
Hate to see you hurt and plead
'Cause I've got just what you need
To end the pain you go through
Yeah, let me put these healing hands on you
Warm me with your snake-eyes charms
Caresses and disarms
All the things that we might be
Yeah, baby put those loving hands on me
Oh, watch me fall for you
'Cause I can't wait to fall into
Your pit of desire
Wallow in your fire
Yeah, I like it a lot
Oh, my baby don't stop
And it gets so damn hot
Dancing on her sweet spot
Super-charger flower bed
Cascading overhead
Your brilliant light shines on me
Yeah, I can't wait for you to set me free
Eat my aphrodisiac
And break out from your white shell
So you can feel reborn
Yeah, the sun is going to shine in the morning in the image of our spiritual twilight
