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Make Me Feel It(snuff flick)

Decaying Orbit

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From the album, "Cryptomeria", Originally recorded at Brain Candy Studios in 2000 during the sessions for the Mike Ash album, "Wearing Your Skin". However, it was only released on the Mike Ash album, "Justin Hide The Shame", also circa 2000.
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Decaying Orbit is an unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash.
Decaying Orbit is an experimental, unorthodox, highly diverse & genre-splitting band from Texas led by their infamous front man Mike Ash. "No, this music's not about that, it's not about sound quality, it's about passion." - Mike Ash. Decaying Orbit is produced by their label, Decaying Enterprises Productions and has released many studio albums since they formed in 2008, after the violent break up of the Psychedelic Rock band, Strangefire, of which Mike was the former front man. Decaying Orbit believes in unadulterated musical & creative freedom, Mike describes their music as a "cathartic purge" or "nervous break downs caught on tape.". The band believes that creating music is a sacred, spiritual and magical art form brought to them by the Muses, wraiths and demons hidden just beyond the veil between the worlds of the physical and spiritual realms. Decaying Orbit has traveled beyond the veil and into the realms of the spirits, only to reemerge, like a caterpillar from it's cocoon emerging as a beautiful butterfly, so does Decaying Orbit get reborn through the fire of their cacophonous tunage. The band believes in complete freedom of lifestyle, I.E. sexuality, religion, spirituality, drugs, manner of dress etc. They believe that music is an interstellar language that needs no translation to be understood by absolutely anyone. It's the passion behind the emotions found in the music that matters to Decaying Orbit, they believe that integrity is more important than fortune or fame. This is our Decaying Orbit & we do hope that you will N'Joy tha' show!!!!
Song Info
Genre
Beats • Beats General
Peak in subgenre #45
Author
Mike Ash
Rights
(C)Decaying Enterprises 2017
Uploaded
April 21, 2017
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MP3 7.1 MB • 128 kbps • 7:45 minutes
Story behind the song
This is an intensely personal song about when I was raped & sexually abused as a child. It captures the caustic emotional upheaval that was associated with these events. I hope that someone can hear the pain in this song and realize that it is about endurance & survival, it is about overcoming the very hardest of that which life throws at us!!!! it is also a testament to ALL of the MANY others with experiences like mine, so that they know that they are NEVER alone and that they CAN overcome their shame, guilt and anguish!!!
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bird did they crush your wings? and yet your spirit still sings, in me, in me, in me.... and he's convinced that his teeth will sink to the bottom of the darkest ravine, (did you make me feel it? did you push it too deep? did you make me feel it?) & all of the blues that you misuse, they can't convince me that it might be true.... that it's true... (did you make me feel it? did you push it too deep? did you make me feel it sink?) did you feel my spirit break? why don't you take your time? just hang around like fucking skin that never will be mine.... (did you push it too deep? did you make me feel it?) hey did they break your dreams & stick them in your side? did they use them like a knife? did they use them against you? stick them in your side? twist them in your guts? use them like a knife? use them against you? use them against you? said why don't you ever speak? to tell me what you think? it's 'cause I don't want you to know how I feel. so, how much will it take before you wake up dead? drain the blood like alcohol, you know it's in your head. (push it too deep! make me feel it!)' did you make me feel it sink?!?! can you feel my spirit break? why don't you take your time, hang around like fucking skin that never will be mine.... never could be mine.... did they use it against you? did you make him feel it? did you make me feel it sink?!?! Lyrics By: Mike Ash (C)Decaying Enterprises 2017
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