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Story behind the song
...Ya Know...
Lyrics
I can end it now/
Life is just to hard/
I just can’t stand/
Livin in the dark//
Time to let it go/
Focus on the job/
Heaven here I come.../
I ain’t see’n God//
1st Verse - Bad things going on in my life leading up to Suicyde - Finished
I wasn’t born into a family...Just surroundings that damaged me/
Couldn’t even stand the heat...My life is full of vanity//
Now I know insanity is right around the corner/
A foreigner to this life of drugs-n-lifeless thugs-n-coroners/
Still disordered...distorted and maimed/
The horror that came when harowin was pouring from veins//
No more core of my brain...thoughts are drifting away/
I’m sick-n-dismay fuckin the bitch with the syphilis-spray//
My dick is in flames...and my stomach’s tied in knots/
And I keep hearin on rap albums of people who die from shots//
Inside my thoughts...I see pain consumed my life/
Only way I’ll get out of it’s going through with suicide//
Never thought I’d use a knife...cuttin my arm/
Then Started slicing horizontally but something was wrong//
Wanted no harm...I fucked up but now I’m bleedin odd/
I feel hot...I SEE THE LIGHT!....but I ain’t see’n God//
2nd Verse - Ending up in Hell...describe it to it’s fulL potential - Finished
Where is heaven now!?/
Angels in the sky!?/
All I see is pain.../
Tangled in our lives//
Sins are comin back/
Nestled in disguise/
Shut my lids and see/
The Devil in the eyes//
Oh my God I’m in HELL!!!/
I don’t know...which way to go...i’m inside a cell//
I see demons and heat is released even/
Chief of police weepin cuz he and his neice creepin//
Why am I here?!...what have I done to deserve this?!/
You’re here because you didn’t give into love and it’s curses//(devil voice)
Come to the surface...see my eyes at my level/
It’s Satan, Lucifer, Abbadon...I am the Devil//(/devil voice)
Oh my God I swear I’ve seen you before/
SAY HIS NAME AND I’LL LEAVE YOU FUCKIN WEAK AND DEFORMED!!!//(devil voice)(only that line)
But see I was born...alive and emerged/
AND YOUR THE FUCKIN REASON MY MOM DIED @ MY BIRTH!//
AND YOUR THE FUCKIN REASON I TOOK MY LIFE FROM THE EARTH/
AND YOUR THE FUCKIN REASON WHEN I WAS SLICIN IT HURT!!//
HAHAHA...your life was worthless just begin to admit it/(devil voice)
Now here’s a fiery sword slash for every sin you’ve commited//(AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH)(/devil voice)
3rd Verse - Just when you think you can’t take anymore of hell(describe some more of it)...God pulls you out...saying that he has alL the power in the world to do what he wants with you...and says something about giving you a 2nd chance...right @ tha end...and then u hear a baby scream...
Hope does not exist/
Evil’s turnin out/
Not allowed to pray/
My soul’s burnin now//
Here I go again/
To the depths of hell/
Soul’s engulfed in sin/
I know God will prevail//
Now it’s over I stop...I can’t take it I’m hot/
I feel pain and I cringe then I shake and I drop//
I pray to the heavens...Lord forgive me I’m weak/
Give me a brief slip of relief hear me I speak//
I lived in the slums and when I heard Christian I’d run/
Lord just give me a sign!...”I’m with you my son”//
Lord it’s you!...I feel no pain...I’m bleeding within/
Satan took me under and started to feed on my sin//
“I know you thought I was some kinda myth/
Hell is what I begun to see fit to punish you with”//
Lord I know...but why Hell?!...I was very afraid/
“Just know...the Lord works in mysterious ways”//
But frequently I prayed on what I thought was your frequency/
I thought you hated me...”I love everyone equally”//
What now?!...back to hell with my flesh-n-transcripts!?/
“No...I forgive you and I do give 2nd chances//
