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Story behind the song
story behind the song: an hour spent listening the the travails of another on infusion day. my sympathies for (and somewhat understanding of) what she has gone through.
Lyrics
sitting on the sofa, dissecting all her days
letting imagination carry them away
ballooning in the thoughts, the quiet disarray
admission of some truth, designed for forgone fate
standing at the oven, turning on the gas
remembered its electric, this is not an easy task
drowning in the shower, draining one last flask
peering soberly at the heavens, knowing not to ask
sorting through the ruins, crumbled foundations in her mind
wandering through defeats and ravages sublime
only in an instant of what might be left in time
the disparity between "hell no" and "i no longer want to try "
