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I was in love wit' a beautiful woman as beatiful can be
She was the one for me, she was my destiny
This love was meant to be, definitely meant for me
Even a shootin' star lightin' up the night agreed wit' me
But what went wrong is, I went fucked up all this
I done pushed my love away for someone who's appaulin'
And now I'm ballin', cryin' like I'm all in
Gettin' way too old for this stupid shit as I'm brawlin
And this prolly gon' be the last track I ever write
Cuz ever since you should know my life forever bites
Nothin' is workin' for me workin' til I'm hurtin'
Burstin' out a tear every once in a while though I be smirkin'
I'm a good actor I'm a great actor as a matter of fact
Cuz I could smile to your face but I'm dyin' behind your back
My inner self is slowly sinkin' in this heart attack
I feel like runnin' from everything now how hard is that
HOOK
This is my story and I don't wanna tell a soul
I wanna hold it and never wanna let her go
I feel I'm lost in emotion wit' no where to go
Nothin' at hand I'm just lookin' for my set of goals
Why did you punish me God why did you do this to me
I thought you loved me but why the fuck would you do this me
I'm sorry for cussin' but you gave me a concussion
When all I really wanted was some lovin', it ruined in me
Now all I see is hate, I don't even wanna eat from this plate
I wanna spit everything to the floor and spit on the woman that I equally hate
It's like everyone that I don't wanna be wit' is evenin' in my face
Why would you give me all of this talent if all I'm gonna do is evenly waste
I don't understand my purpose, why am I here
Why do I gotta die every single day for 11 years
And why did you bless me wit' kids if you gon' put em in tears
Is it the end should I just stop lookin' for love from here
Cuz you created me God you know me best
You know that all I've ever cared about is love and they can keep the rest
The money the fame the fortune everything is less
When all I wanted was somebody to sleep on my chest
HOOK
I consider myself a good guy and that's the truth
I ain't ever done nothin' to hurt no one and that's the truth
Maybe some silly shit in the past, but that's my youth
I've always tried to make people happy is this the proof
If you do good you'll get nothin' but bad things in your life
Is that what I should teach my kids cuz that ain't fuckin' right
I'm sick of jumpin' these hurdles while tryna duck at life
Will I ever get somethin' back, nothing right?
So what am I fightin' for why do I bother writin' for?
Why do I even bother to claw if I'm fallin' straight to the bottom floor
As I'm hittin' the bottom of the bottle I'm bottlin' all
Hidin' from the fact that I hate life just gobble it all
Let the rich get richer, the bitch keep bitchin'
I ain't finna get shit but the stitches wit' this miserable dickwit' exsistance
Look at the bright side there is no bright side what am I lookin' at?
The woman I wake up to in the mornin', or the shit that she's fuckin' cookin' at?
You couldn't have sent me her a couple of months before
You couldn't have taken this pain from me wit' one roar?
But I guess I'm meant to stay
Cuz if I didn't live through the shit that I lived through I wouldn't be what I am today
Would I? I'm the good guy... Remember that, and remember me...
