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To Help You Understand
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A song about JE's problem's with pills, well created. Give it a listen.
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An original sound that attracts you with the combination of ryhthm and musical notes you won't want to quit listening.
Welcome. Ponick 51/50 is on the rise from the underground from a little ass town of Auxvasse Myzery.
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Metal • Rap-Metal
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#14,354 today Peak #107
#649 in subgenre Peak #7
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Ponick 51/50
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Ponick 51/50
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June 15, 2004
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MP3 3.3 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
For 5 years of my life I've been on these fxckin' meds and it doesn't get any better.
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I never really fit in so I stuck with myself about most the time on medication to get my brain thinkin straight over time Anti-Phycotics and mood stabalizers, downers, and uppers, I've took em' all from Effexer Kolonopan, Depekote, to Geodon It's been a long time, I don't think that I can be normal again all that doctors want is your money to spend Wonderin' if I'll be o.k. again in my mind sendin all my prayers I pleed to be fine won't pretend for a minute but I can have many forms you think you figured me out then I'm diffrent once more Hang my head down in shame, I'm addicted to pills At first it was just for the pleasure and thrills but now it's turned into something I just can't handle Stuck with the pills that will make my life mantel every perscription soon creates more doors from the side effects I can't take anymore ------------------ I've been mis-diagnosed - one to many times I'm about to go insane if they dont fix my brain They don't really care if I'm sick or well just as long as they get their paycheck in the mail I wanna sue - everyperson thats behind the lies For every tear drop fallen from upon my eyes and yes for brain damage I'm not the same stuck with disabillities there's noone to blame I can't even communicate with people like I use to They'll get frustrated I blame myself but what can I do now there's no turning back so I issolate myself communicate throught rap So maybe you can understand - accept who I am I try to make friends and do the best I can as days drift away I keep my head hi but this isn't the way it's ganna be when I die cause [Chorse]
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