I can say that I have everything! But still I’m unhappy! Why??? I’m in love with some one that has no figure and face... neither volume nor weight! I’m always in a trance... Why!!! Why!!! I’m always bored though I smile often still the paranoia haunts my psyche! What the fuck is wrong??? What the fuck is right??? What’s the space between a sigh and a breath? What is my purpose? What the fuck is the balance for? Why does mankind kill each other instead of helping? Why does cannibalism exist! I love flesh! The fascination of human bar-b-q!!! Why! What! When! Where! How! Never ending questions! Does the answer exist? Or does it subsist when you blink your eyes? Some answers are right in front of you! But still you can’t figure it out! Why! Is it hard? What’s with the puzzle? What the fuck is the answer for this riddle? Why create and then take! Why fly then collide! Why die then resurrect? Are we just toys in this cosmic universe? I’m sorry! I’m paranoid! I need answers! I’ll be fading soon... Alone! Lonely & dying... Still the answers are not meant to be revealed