erse 1
Bottle of Jim Beam sit beside it
What am I thinking its decided
Drifting silent, I Feel like shit
right now I'm sick of crying
Cant get out of bed and make it
but it's 4 pm I'm breaking
What if I wasnt drinking that night
Hit him up and did my best to save him
And the rope is gripping,
I dont wanna be left alone I'm slipping
I don't wanna post this up, but
I'm gonna bet you right no one listens
Havent been out my house in weeks
Sit at my desk I'm sprouting weeds
ima do something today
Ima go out but i slouch on the couch and sleep
Remember when you call me from jail,
you didn't want no bail, said you'd do
your time didn't want no help
I was like oh well,
I'll see you when I see,
and I still don't know when
And I was hoping we'd go out
like we used to, and I'm just coping
Picking myself up I was broken
I spent that night by myself
I was sippin' liqour
Wish I could do it different
And be the friend who would listen
I've had times where I felt like you
I've felt the same
helpless pain, Maybe we'll see
each other one day
Hook
I always wonder why
You did what you did that night
(I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
My friend
I always wonder why
You did what you did that night
(I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
Untill then
Verse 2
Must've wrote this song a thousand times
Must've wrote a thousand rhymes
All I could do was break down
Like damn here I go again and drown the lines
Had a talk with some people
And they told me to go ahead and cry
There ain't no shame in it,
Put the pain in it, You're alive
and they Told me to make sure don't be alone
Have somebody there for you
Somebody who can take your tears
It's okay somebody who would care with you
That somebodys gone now its just me,
Feel like it's all history
Specifically, I got nobody
Except for a tall glass whiskey drink
You must've been so exhausted
if All you wanted to do was stop it
I don't blame you I'd be lying
if I said I never thought it
You saw it as a way to escape
I was deep in liqour at the time
you could have vacationed for days
My place was always open
and you were welcome to stay
I had a couple of a bottles
you could of helped me decay
Haha, Damn, Grandma helping me pray
I don't believe it
but I hope that I could see you one day
Hook
I always wonder why
You did what you did that night (I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
my friend
I always wonder why
You did what you did that night (I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
Untill then
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