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R.I.P. Big C, one of the realest muh fuccaz I've ever known, one of the few muh fuccaz that claimed to enjoy the ish I had put out since the first tape recording, even the cassette tape freestyle recordings rarely heard and upto the later on PC flows and inspired my ass to have fun on traccs, for years and sharing a birthday with you my cuzzin was always fun cuzz since you know there someone was going to get or do something memorial at those parties. Truthfully with your personallity and kncc for finding beefs over the years the one I really wasn't going to be shocked if you passed way well before your time (from beating some random family down at a gas station for starring at your girl for more than 30 secods, to running down an alley piss drunk to test a gun that someone wanted even though you were piss drunk threw up halfway down the alley for 5 minutes before running again and unloading the clip and letting the people know how it shot, to geting drunk and pissing in fridges, if I needed help being out numbered in a fight you'd get anywhere fast and back a muh up without thinking twice or what ass was happening, but if what the reports said were true that you for the first time that I've heard of since knowing you and you tried to leave the fight in the bitches car and walk away, since you were never known to back down from any fights, knowing you were trying to do right standup thing in this case and not beat that bitch's ass and we still lost you because of what that cunt did makes losing you even harder seeing you may have considered you ways of never backing down so you could be around for your family, let alone the fact that they charged that cunt to 3 years for manslaughter for hoping a curb with the intent to hit you, shit just ain't right my cuzz and what's fucked up maybe me hitting you back faster the event may not have happened. I'mma Agnostic mofo but on the off chance if there turns out to be a heaven or hell after death or reincarnation hopefully and most likely we'll hook up in the future, if not it was an honor knowing and doing dirt with you throughout the years my fam and outside of having to put trackers on my lighters if I would let you use them bastids to light some smoke so I could get it back heheh it was a privileged to know you my cuzzin and I enjoyed all of those great times we had... One love the Mills, we had some great times
Some of my biggest regrets in life involved not hitting Big C up sooner when he holla'd at me for some CDs a few days before the murder, next thing I know I was at the hospital watching you laid out on life support after that bitch did what she did and having to see your family and especially your kids like that was more brutal than seeing you laid out with all the tubes or even having to sit through the "20,000 hail marys" at the Catholic (saying the same thing over and over = made me want to spontaneity catch fire in church heheh). Since I knew your ass was a fighter which gave me faith you could pull through. I remember watching them switch the berating tubes while in your room and you gurgled some and kinda moved you arms a little all I thought was that's my cuzz he has this and I thought "moving like you wanna hit that bitch changing tubes, you should do it.... If you hit her I atleast would have said, that's my nigga don't take shit from no one heheh, but sadly you were just too far gone. I feel slightly bad being on the side of people telling your pops to pull the plug, knowing you'd hate to be a veggie if you could survive, and spending the last year watching my niece's aunt SLOWLY down from a failed attempt of hanging her self but it caused oxygen cells to slowly lower so she lived several years but wasn't anything like her self... You may get some extra time with them but it didn't look overly enjoyable in her case and was basically a big child (which was a shame because was a cutie and fun people to be with until the failed hanging which divested t
