First single from the debut mixtape #TTJD: Hangout, coming May 15
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Lyrics
Damn not another day like today
Please not another day like today
Cause I been pulled to many different ways
I just can't take it, mind is fading, thoughts evading
No more patience, no more waiting
Things shouldn't be this fucking hard
Hard to cover up all these scars
When you don't really know what friends to trust
Or what girls to lust and your life is a bust
Your heart just oozes out with it
Shouldn't of said all that shit
Should of keep those feelings bottled up
Maybe then it wouldn't be this rough
I guess I learned my lesson now
Lock this heart up enough is enough
Imma go out for another night
Beels still rung from another fight
Maybe this new girl in front of me
Will take away all that you used to be
But I can't even remember her name
And thoughts of you, they poison my brain
I mean what the hell am I supposed to do
Yea I'm fucking her, but still thinking of you
I know it's wrong, it's fucked up,
but that's my life, a lack of trust
I gave us up for a shot at fame
Now I come home and you say I changed
I thought you wanted what's best for me
Not this vibe of distress and envy
And if this is how you wanna play it
Then fuck it, we're done, you don't have to say it
I am alone
My spirit has been held down
It becomes restless with
Every.
Waking.
Moment.
Looking for her touch
Longing for something more
Searching for a place not found
But I am not who I am meant to be
Yet.
All these memories we had
Never thought it woulda ended up this bad
Never thought you would just walk out on us
Call me a prick and you'll hate me regardless
Of what I say, what I do
Even if I gave all my love to you
Even if I gave all my love to you
EVEN IF I GAVE ALL MY LOVE TO YOU
and all these words go back and forth
Like I'm on the front lines of this war
Look at how you're hurting me
Thinking of all that we could be
I mean shit you almost had my son
I just thought you were the one
Guess that all that's history
Cause me and you weren't meant to be
