Gilman's Crossing Bio
Ray Gilman: A veteran of the Twin Cities Music scene, Ray has recorded 10 CD's, played over a thousand live shows, and produced CD's fo
Wrote this after a weekend of heavy drinking. Decided it was time for a change of lifestyle.
Lyrics
Time will only tell.
How long this dream can last.
I've been lying to myself.
Living way too fast.
How can I pretend?
To be in control of my life.
When I'm not.
How can I pretend?
That somehow I'll come out on top.
When I know.
Been there before don't want to be there again.
Standing in the Rain and lying to myself.
How can I pretend?
I'm just lying to myself.
I can never tell,
when I've had enough.
These illusions in my mind.
Really make it tough.
How can I pretend?
This is how my life was meant to be.
How can I pretend?
I can deny what is plain to see.
Been there before don't want to be there again.
Standing in the rain and lying to myself.
How can I pretend?
I'm just lying to myself.
I can hardly wait.
To see what lies ahead.
I lay awake at night.
With visions in my head.
How can I pretend?
To be in control of my life.
When I'm not.
How can I pretend?
That somehow I'll come out on top.
When I know.
Been there before don't want to be there again.
Standing in the Rain and lying to myself.
How can I pretend?
I'm just lying to myself.
