it's been awhile since he told you he loved you
it's been sometime since you said you cared
if only going slow meant more than nothing new
that dying spark might dare to flare
it's been awhile since he needed someone
it's been sometime since you thought you'd try
each facing the world in some pretense of love
lost in the wonder of why
and all i have are these fantasies
these dreams of life with you
i'll never know how he feels
you won't let me close enough to lose you
to lose you
it's been awhile since he called out your name
it's been sometime since you lived the lie
each facing the world in some semblance of some way
trying your best to survive
and all i have are these fantasies
these dreams of life with you
i'll never know just how he feels
you won't let me close enough to lose you
to lose you
to lose you
to lose you
and all i have are these fantasies
these dreams of life with you
i'll never know just how he feels
you won't let me close enough to lose you
to lose you ...
